mememe

keep rolling

2008-04-23T03:14:00.002+08:00

keep rolling.
someday, u might just roll into someone special.
u may nt realise it, it may startoff silently.
jus open up n be hopeful.
the day will come.
dont build up too strong a protective mechanism.
keep the river flowing.

an ending, or a new beginning

2008-04-23T02:53:00.002+08:00

i wont be managing this blog too much.
rather, i wld be doing another story telling.
a great chance for reflection.
have been reflecting alot recently.
hope i dont think too much.
yup.
so.
look for other blogs to read ba.

mayb some day...

50 first dates

2008-04-15T13:04:00.002+08:00

It's a nice movie. Thou abit scary for the 1st moment she wakes up every morning, bt she's stil the same person, he's stil the same, so it doesn't matter really even if she cant rmb many tings. not on a normal day.

it didnt feel like a first date, still, i was in my comfort zone. really a 720+360 deg(3D ha) change of mood last sat. I was really angry in the morning alrdi, dont know y, then gonna explode in the aftnn. yup. bt within half hr, it switched fr 1 end to the other. juz like how the cab travelled.

took 5 times of cabs in 2 days. n all r 2 figs.
tt's quite a boost to the taxi industry.

i didnt noe it was tt ez.

some tings can neva b changed.

ur family is part of these.

it's the minor tings tt they gave in to, bt the future is still in doubt.

time will prove everyting.

i have to stay in sg.
at least for now, there's no escape.

it'll neva stray apart.

thanks for the 52++mins of call yesterday.
4 times in a day, n wad more shld i ask for?

28 hours.

perhaps its time tt i set high expectations for myself too.

LIFE

it is true.
u noe it when u do.
when time flew,
it carries away ur blues.

a year ago, i may nt be sure.
many tings were uncovering then, many factors to consider.
bt when i knew it, i really do.
how do u noe?
u will noe it when u really do.
my mind doesnt seem to b v gd at org nowadays.
perhaps too many variables.
bt stil, it has to b done.

keep going,
keep rolling,
keep flowing.
it will be glowing.

n u havent buy some tings...=>

this is the anaphase

2008-04-08T00:00:00.003+08:00

my emotional status has now reached the anaphase.
it will be e longest phase, however.
long.
i dont know how long, perhaps years.
it's q stable now, occasional ups n downs r considered normal when they r within control.
once in a day, once in a while - it's ok. it's alright.

full marks.
stil.
25/25.
im nt one who likes it.
e perfectionist is seeking for sth else bt perfecton only appears in this form.
seriously, i dont like it.
n not a single bit supportive of it.
so im like forced to give support to sth which i hate totally, for life- i wont change my attitude thou u may like to offer another perspective to c the benefits tt it brings abt, bt i'll only agree on the harm it does.
stickier.

nowadays i dont hear any screaming, any cheering, any pongs, dongggg----, any buzz.
if only i cld choose.
i wld give in for a while 1st.
bt noway.
we r all forced into this.

watched wiseley ystdae nite.
god of 3 wishes.
i wish i cld c him.
i dont nid to pray for wad is beyond his power.
all i want is sth v simple.
my reactional quotient isnt gd.
n it neva will b.
mayb bcoz im too selfish.
i've bcum.
bt it's inevitable.
at least for now.

have been hungry at nite for the past week.
my stomach is used to having supper.

Each of us has our own destiny.
Or call it fate.
like what the aunties in tv like to say, it's fated.
just have to live on.

All that im doing now is for a reason.
just 1 reason.

for tt reason, i've done my best.
thou i noe my best is stil nt the best.
things rnt s ideal s we wld all want it to be.

im tinking back now.
perhaps startinig to regret my decision.
i like to make tings diff for pple, esp in a rebel.
bt at the same time, im too softhearted.
perhaps too much sacrifices were made for me.
tt i bcame selfish.
n wld like to cnue enjoying tt.

since 2 yrs ago, i was alrdi diff.
i dont like prestige.
i dont like to compete.
i dont like being 1st.
bt parents always tink they r doing their kids the best thing n tt their kids r immature to decide for themselves, n tt they wld be grateful to themin the future.
at 1st, i tot i wld do the same if i have kids nextime, bt now i tink i wld b like my parents, giving my kids freedom.
happiness is a valueable gift.

well, false info at 1st.
30-40 x 26=780-1040min
n 5 x 26=130min.
minus +++++++++..........................................
ok.
yup
1stly, e def +++ n ++++. each x7, x well, be it 5, 30 or 40.
n -20 x 60 x 4=4800min ->this one of a even even much much higher value.
yup.
n the +++ n ++++ each x 7 x 24.
kk.
now.
nt left wif much.
so does the 780-1040min minus 130min combat all these?
not to say it'll eventually turn 130min-130min.
well.
or even minus more, so bcum negative.
yea, it's doomed to b negative in the very 1st place, it's u who have been dreaming.
now mayb i prefer my family.
n their way of doing things.
my dad, my cousin, my fren.
they r great.
tt's the way i like it.
bt all along in my growing up process, i've learnt tt im a special girl.
im diff.
nt jus bcoz everyone is diff.
u give wad u take.
now im giving much much much more.

im still tinking, still processing.
im in control.
if not,... u noe wad.
so i shal cnue analysing .
not for too long.
im nt gd at this.
too ignorant. too naive. too disalert.

L.I.F.E.
xant pf haytnty.

so, is this .... ?

i shal eat more icecream.
i've neva touched alcohol b4 xcept those in medicine.
they say tt it helps u 4gt.

C.O.M.A.
come on, make accident.
bt skilfully.

jus as i chose to take a lighter, more relaxing approach towards life, it's trying to exhaust me.
im tired.
really, really tired.

live believing, dreams r for weaving, wonders r waiting to start.
live ur story, faith, hope and glory,
hold to the truth in ur heart.

havent been onto icq n irc since a v long time ago.
msn only recently tt i start gtting bk.
bt it no longer feels the same.
pple r diff.

bu xiang zhang da.

A Reason...

2008-04-01T12:56:00.002+08:00

I jus read a magazine yesterday.
vanilla. it's a february issue, so a number of love stories in there.
it hit me when i saw 1 of the ladies saying what i told myself some time ago- All things happen for a reason.
it really makes me reflect on how abnormal i've been for the past 1 week, unable to tink normally n cheer myself up n be enlightened by my own thoughts jus like previously. perhaps due to the diffreence in the nature of challenge this time. i used to dislike certain 'compulsory' stuff last time, bt went abt appreciating them aft tt. i was grateful in the end, for everything. yes, everything. it's not ez nowadays for pple to jus appreciate everything tt happen to them. we want more, we want better stuff. yet i would say jus perhaps months ago, i was grateful. n i taught myself to be grateful still. n now, i guess what im going thru now has a reason behind it too. i may not have the wisdom to see thru it entirely yet, or perhaps it's just tt i dont have tt usual peace in my heart tt i used to have. all these days, they have been a struggle for me. yet i'll say tt i'm alright now. at least, i wont do silly things.

for the past few days, i did wonder if it wld b beta if things didnt go WRONGs. tt wrong + wrong = wrong. tt u may nt realize the pain of sadness if u havent been thru gladness b4. bt im now grateful for many tings. many many things. a month ago i may say "hey, go study science". tt wld b selfish. it's god's gift tt im able to do well in a's, thou honestly i didnt put in the effort. it's like 10% or even less than compared to th amt i studied in mayb sec3 n4? ok, stil my classmates then accuse me of bein slack. bt oh well, they have my welfare at heart. bt in jc, my reason to study changed. alot of my views bcum diff. many of them. tt i no longer care even to the slight slight bit abt what others tink abt me. it's no longer impt when sth much much much more impt is alrdi in ur hands. being 1st is alrdi nth more than a mere vague passing remark tt ur exclassmate may mention many years fr now if u do gather tog. bt there r other pple tt u'll b facing, well every day, mayb not now, bt in the future.

Each step is a stride forward. But every step comes only aft great effort.

Relax, God is in charge. What is there to worry for a being so tiny n powerless when the all mighty God is here to take care of everything? i can only say that He has been so kind to me, giving me everything that i asked for. So i shant worry anymore. let go of them, n life would be much ezier.

Patience. Kindness. Forgiving. FAITH.

It's a wonderful, n i hope, the only opportunity to build up the faith n trust.

perhaps what i said on sun abt thurs nite was jus bcoz i havent been feelin much excitement for some time alrdi. nt the kindof rollercoaster ride feelin wich i tink may make me faint, bt the kind which i experienced b4. perhaps too much of it in a too short period of time. i've been in my comfort zone for so long. perhaps im also afraid of tt, afraid tt e excitement might be here, bt e comfort, e non-self-consciousness may be gone. Blood is thicker than water. that explains the difference between me n her. well, if 1 day i were to choose, my choice is v apparent. bt... rdg dmu oyf? this is my only fear. I need to overcome it with faith n trust, bt i need some source to find these.

my actions n thoughts may seem childish to many pple. bt im here to say, even 10, 20, 100 years later, i would still tink the same way, do the same thing. for my priority will remain unchanged.

my dream is simple. maybe tt's y, it's too simple for it to come true.

we'r on a boat..
sailing..
when the wind blows,
when the thunderstorm comes..
will the boat capsize..
or will it remain stable n keep sailin..

one day we'll know...

we should not suffer in silence alone, for only lonely ghosts do.

i'll be here, im always here.
things will change, e boat will never sail into the same river twice.
bt i believe tt it'll be a beta rriver.
if not, it is the best river.

giselle is nice ballet.
i love the style of the moves.
n there it is, the power tt saved the prince fr the wilis.

i love fairytales.
bt i stil do appreciate these romantic stories.

i'll be here for buts.

Hold on, n at the end of it all, u'll be glad u did.
It's tough, bt not impossible.
With e strength that comes from u.
I believe... ...

Thank you for beimg strong.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2008-03-29T17:11:00.002+08:00

well, a change of mood today. petrhaps its good. sth new. at least compared to the past few weeks.

im angry.

dont know at wad. dont know y. im just angry. at whoeveer at is. wadeva.

cant control my emotions since sosoloong ago.....

e days seem solooong...

well, i need a speech therapist .
an angry person cant talk.
n she'll only type nonsense.

kk. sth constructive.

I miss you(FULLSTOP)

all of us have to make many many choices in ouor life. some u'll neva eva regret, others, mayb u'll neva b sur e of.

sometimes we jus have to noe tt even the most perfect bein may b imperfect aft all.

n accept it.

i've felt sorry 4 wad i've done b4.

i've wondered y on earth i was so lucky.

n now i understand.

all things come with a price.

everything.

yup.
that's all.

bu chang huang lian ku, bu zhi mi tang tian.
so wad abt swoping the order of these 2 lines?

dont lose ur way, with each passing day.
u've come so far, don't throw it away.....

it's jus e beginning.

i would really love to have an island.

by myself.

life is complicated.

used to tink it was wonderful.
yes, it's a great gift from god.
bt rmb, all things come wif a price.
u choose wher to go.
n u have to bear e consequences of ur decision.

individual-no such ting in sg. bt i hoope it does exist somewhere else in the world atleast.

i need to help myself through this.
coz u wont b here to last thru e problems tt u've created for me.
bt well, life with some probs is at least nt empty, i'll be preoccupied, n well, challenging. indeed, extremely challenging.

ballet always derpicts stories of everlasting love, the power of true love.
well, many well-known love stories have sad endings.
bt e greatest of all is the spirit.

it was neva meant to b ez.
expect more obstacles ahead. greater ones.
n BE STRONG.

there's nth else i can say or do.
life's like that.
just live it.
bt do decide where ur 'tt' leads to.

some day my dream comes true......

s n s

2008-02-18T08:25:00.002+08:00

1st dinper(2nd dinner+supper) at sakae! ate lots of dessert. ate mochi(ble gave me lychee n ate peach again), strawberry, haagen das d'temptation, n the choc icecream.the orange juice n lychee juice was not bad too. n fried tof shd b warm to taste nicer. thou the other sushis doesnt matter. dont really like their mushroom nor the salad. hmm. ate $70.xx. ha. really spent q lots.

went sentosa too. wif aunt tog too. played luge n skyride,lunch ate tastes of sing for the 1st time n koufu for dinner, also for the 1st time in sentosa. the flowers exhibit was not bad, q colourful, thou some were common flowers. hee. i like the heart shaped ting with bench wif flower 'armrest'. the swan fig was not as nice coz used pale yellow flower.

atte q some nuts there. hmm. the wadeva pavilion floor was rather rough.
n toilet was rather far.

n the island opp was dangerous.so diff to climb.hee. so eva climb.

songs of the sea was nt bad, q worth the mon, thou the story is dumb.

hee. more marsa alrdi. the surfer paradise shirt looks more tight fitting than i tot.

all-sta was long...
bt nvm.

fri was x-country.
looked at lots of 100's fotos.

oy fwpxt ua wt pf fa sytbpaof.

it's a different stage, diferent feel now. bt it's the same thing. jus tt now tyhe depth has came in. or perhaps, since long ago.

ukdqzf 4 oy ytdffoydqbt. i knew it.

yet human beings jus tend to wonder abt.

time will be the seasoning, for it acts as a solid evidence.

i'll wait...

it's friday......again......

2008-02-15T11:04:00.002+08:00

typed an entry last last fri
yar thanks to the enhanced feature of blogspot
accidentally deleted the words in the text
n yup
so a blank space got saved

ok.
nvm.

it's fri agn.
i miss the fridays i had last year.
wanto go back to tt time.
well, at least, there's alot of 'free time' then. u get to decide what u wanna do.
n being a student,
i suppose it shd b a carefree kindof life.
didnt know how precious it wasd then.
didnt treasure it enuf.
now i wish i were a j1 agn...
mayb im a little bit envious of them.
the canteen didnt feel like a sch canteen yesterday.
it's like some older kids version of mac party.
they blasted music real loud.
999554 more v day.
well, tt's a consolation actualli.
nvm.
nt within my control.
well, fri was the shortest sch day.
yup n now,
it may still b the shortest sch day thou it's relative to 'normal' other sch days now.
it's ok.
it seems quick.
im gettinig used to it now.

sometimes itik im a slow tinker.
bt definitely a deep tinker.
thou it may go too deep.
n perhaps i was too rash at times.didnt give myself enuf time to come up wif a perfect plan.
well, inexperienced.
experiece.
yes, tt's the word. it's really impt.
n somtimes, some tings cant be really understood unless u've experienced it.
real friendship comes by hardly.
nature n nurture.
both r equally totally practically impt.
its not jus theoretical.
im sure frenz who have gone thru alot of hardships tog wif alot of happy hours will definitely have a deep frienfship, an irreplaceable 1.
a SMILE mean so much.
n sometimes, fotos r good evidence of it.
or maybe its just tt some pple dont have the habit of taking fotos normally.
well, sometimes, we may have the choice of putting in alot of effort to take control of our life. work hard, migrate, plan alot alot such tt the desired outcome- a 'dream' lifestyle- is finally achieved.
bt many tings will comeabt unexpectedly. n sometimes tings just isnt tt perfect.or tt u might have to sacrifice alot in order to achieve it. n nobody can 100% manipulate life. esp our experiences. any starnger tt u meet on the street. well, they may bcum ur friend or enemy in the future. it's really unpredictable.
yet what has happened, has happened.
i once doubted it, yet i've already confirmed it, i tot.
bt now i m wondering- was it just a habit?
n i wonder, was i being too rash?what would happen otherwise?
i knew tt god was answering my prayer, n rewardiong my kindness n sincerity. i was truly just trying to help.
i noe im just tinking too much sometimes.
cant help
maybe watched too much tv last time
wild tots
n tt's y i'll neva like to have a really immature friend
at least must be able to think n have some bit of empathy.
thou im not really tt fussy.
bt yar, i do have pple whom i dont wanna b freiend with.
nvm.
sometimes i feel so lost.
just wonderring- m i totally perfectly fine, n tt it REALLY is fine now, or m i rite in what i tink?
tt's e prob.
like ki
no obvious model ans.
even if u r rite, or perhaps wrong, u do not know whether u r rite or wrong.
bt there is definitely some extent of rite n wrong ans.
it couldn't b tt there's no wrong ans. it would b contradicting then.
k im not doing ki now so i shant elab bt its q pretty common sense n obvious n ez to tink of egs.
nvm.

just want to rest now.
ignorance is bliss.
bt now, how to make myself be ignorant?

dont feel like doing work today. it's my off day n i wanted to do some work bt now im not in the mood to do it.
thou this comp q good.
shall use it to do work next time.

i shall go n rest.
couldnt find my lamination ting.
shall c.
sayo!
=>

i finalli see the moon!!!=)

2008-01-30T21:38:00.000+08:00

finalli saw the moon this mmorning while waiting for bus!!!
haha.
hmm.
signed on wrong dates for attendance on past two days.
today then saw the dates n stoned 4 a while.
tink either leep too much or lack of sleep.
for that few mins in morning cant rmb which day it is.
haha
perhaps cant blief tt so fast its alrdi wed!!!

hee.
1/3
v soon.....
it'll b 3/3

1 more week...
to cny......
to pay.......
haha.

ni shi feng er
wo shi sha

......

lu yao yao...

realized tt i didnt meet up wif mani pple for a vvv loong time alrdi.
ha havent c lays.
omg.
haha.

im a big big girl
in a big big world
it's not a big big thing
if u leave me

but i do do feel
tt i do do will
.... . ....
.... . ....

it's a cha qu in xing shi zhen ji dang an 4!!!
haha.
sosolike it

didnt understand
merely wished n hoped
n now it's like a fairytale
or huan zhu

now i've kept the habit of guarding my phone
almost 24 hrs a day...
24x7....
= 140+28
=168
haha.
hey!
is my calculatiion correct?
haha
hope so.

p bdqu udzt o ahh wi wpqg
ictuomm, md.

im too used to waking at 4.30am.
will feel unez not doing so.
so i kept the habit, too.
haha.
jus in case

n haha
dont b surprised if i reply ursms whoeva tt pathetic soul is, in the early early morning...3 am?
haha
bt no promise...
i wont reply just any1.
n dont disturb my sleep
hee

hmm.
im starting to like the sch env.
at least, well, u noe tt most of the pple if not all, r good.
unlike e outside world where u will really feel tired of all those rubbish sometimes.
bt its not ez being a tchr too.
lots of sacrifices n XXXTRAAA time put in if u wanna b a good tchr.
esp jc tutors.
bt i so miss sch days.
wanna go bk to last yr.
at least,
the route is clear,
n we can dcide when to do what n when to revise n when to play!
so much more FREE time then.
well, ur definition of free time changes s time change.
at tt time, it felt as if students neva had free time coz no1 can actually ever FINISH studyin.
there are always a whole lots of tings for u to study s long s u wish to.
bt now,
so long s u still have tt little bit of power to manipuklate or decide what to do or when to do it n where to do it or who to do it with,
well,
in my opinion,
u r free.

ok.
tt's abt it
shall save my typing for tmr
hmm
realize this keyboard is nice than e laptop
haha
nvm
sayo!

this is for .........ONE to see

2008-01-20T12:37:00.000+08:00

p xtdyqu ua wpff o, p xtdyqu ua m sduptqu, q p xtdqu ua hayjpnt.
pw xtdyqpqj dmu xant.............

smile=)

it's less than a week, it's less than a day.

2008-01-20T12:17:00.000+08:00

now the middle is 2. q fast, in fact. tings pass by esp quickly when u r bz.
gonna start work tmr. kinda excited. haha. went into staff room for 1st time last wed. ha 2 years aft i stepped into vp room lol.

have so mani mani tings to say.

U r my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
U make me happy,
When skies r grey...

it's a lovely song, isnt it?

lotsa tings to say, but im lazy to type. ha gt enuf chance to prac typing tmr.

just feel soso doted.

feel so wee-protected by my classmates n friends, feel so lucky to meet soso many nice pple.
thou i may not exactly be tt nice sometimes.

always so nice, so wonderful.

well,
i may not be a princess in reality,
bt i would rather not.
i do not wish to b a princess in this world,
for i know the true princess lives in another world.

gtpq Ktyc

....coz u want me to.....

1 more week

2008-01-18T11:53:00.000+08:00

1 more week to next fri.
1 more week n it's this fri.
haha.
1 week has passed.
well,
actualli not tt long.
bt not ez, i woould say.
it's a long wait.
long n exciting wait.
a wait which allows us to review certain things.
a wait which allows me to realize certain things.
a wait which allows me to be certain.

9.
its a nice no.
haha so r 9 9. hahaha.oops. okok.
longlong.
yea. its a LONGLONG wait.....ooops! hahaha. okok fine.
p w u.
n p w o.

happiness can spread.
across the ocean, across the sky.
across vacuum, without thread.
whenever u eat a bread.
jam is what u spread.
with it smiles r what u read.

just read the impt word dont treat it as a poem ok. haha.

wow.
a plane just flew past.
vvv load.
like just bside my hse.

let's spot planes!!!
haha.shall prac soon.
so tt i can win!!!
n stars too!!!

i smile=)

240 hours

2008-01-17T11:37:00.000+08:00

previously 240 hours seem so little. esp with all the sleeping time etc. now it seems so alot. count down... i've neva countdown like this b4. even a lvl is just a game of passing time. let it pass, or just enjoy it, n its alrite. bt time seems to b passin so slowly now... ticking..... tick by tick... thou i noe soon, i would complain agn tt it passes too quickly.

so i shant complain tt there's too much time in a day, for i would complain tt there is too little aft nt long.
n i shant pray tt there's more time in a day, for i would not desire tt the days passes by too slowly now.
if i were to decide how many hours there r in a day,...
well,
i wouldnt.
i dont wanna regret.
24 is the best.
no choice is the best choice.
sometimes.
bt of cuz,
nt always.
nvm.
haha.

shall c'nue shopping agn today.
gonna work next mon.
7.40 reach vj.
haha
early sia.
nvm.
there r mani pple of oour age waking at this hoour.
if not, MUCH earlier.
so its alrite.
just hope tt i'll adapt soon.
if not i'll b dazing in the early hours.
haha.
pay not bad sia.
n work 5.5 hours exc lunch.
ha so even if i eat for an hour,
its just 6.5 hours.
omg
can still shop while pple work.
haha.

only bot a pink shirt yesterdae....oops!
hehe. yea, pink.
its nice la.
pink gang rox!!
ha bt dunno wad happened to the other 2 liao.
frit is tryin to look for a job in sg fr filo.
ha.
saw magic eye book at borders yesdae.
bt im kinda vvvvvv noooob.
haha.

so mani pple workin now.

nvm.

got my shadow wif me.
hehe.

did u say tera is 10 power 12 or 15?
ha.
so strong sia.
ha will go shopping agn aft cny or af getting salary!!
hehe.

1001 1101 o f 1101 1101 WT100!!!=)

ya i haf too much time

2008-01-15T18:52:00.001+08:00

there's always so much time to spend online.
so many tings to b k-po abt
yea.
bt
still,
a friend in need is a friend indeed.
haha.
i used it q well rite?
yea

yes, frenz r so impt.

hmm.

wonder hu reads my blog anw.
ha

n i havent finish reading veron decides to die....
took sooooo looong.
ha

k i beta go bath 1st

to b frank,
i miss the a lvl days.
at least.
well, at e min those days, thou not totally free, bt seems q v free.
n at least weekends r def qv off.
n of coz,
i definitely miss e year b4 last.

haha.

booo.
k la.
1101/1001/ss u lo.....

bleh.
gonna bath liao. sayo

ha
oyasiminasayi.
nice word.

lalala i haf so much time

2008-01-15T18:49:00.000+08:00

wpffpqj iao wpffpqj iao...

2008-01-15T14:52:00.000+08:00

the day seems so long.

still trying to gt used to this.

mr chan told me jancy say most prob i can start work next week. perhaps it will help me thru this in some way. well, hope....... no e-dia. haha. i learnt how to tie shoe lace.... within a min? ha. its ok.

p fpwsxi bdqu udzt o ahh wi wpqg.

haha. thou i noe you wont c this any time soon.

hay o, pw kdssi q rpxx bqot ua m.

gd...gd! (haha. i didnt noe tt its spelt this way! hehehe. oops. dont mistake me for being crazy.)

hmmm. tiink new zealand honey is still beta, rite?

was so bz yesday.

now q tired.

with n without cap looks v diff. haha. with hair best la. thou anyting oso best. heee.

o y t ytdfaq i p fwpx.
a y t ytdfaq i p xpnt.
o y wi xant.

gd.gdgd.

=)

dinner brunch dinner

2008-01-11T20:58:00.000+08:00

dinner brunch dinner

had doughnut n cheese bread for dinner yesterday.
started lying on my bed ard 10.30pm
woke at 3sthpm today.
had my brunch at 4pm.
just had dinner.

nth much to say.

.........

"When you really want something to happen, the whole universe conspires so that your wish comes true".

2007-12-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

"When you really want something to happen, the whole universe conspires so that your wish comes true".
-The Alchemist

1 nite,
i dreamtthat i was on an asteroid.
i wondereded where to go.
from afar,
i see the Earth.
how i wish i could travel at the speed of light and hit right straight into it.
well, i do not want to travel faster than that, for the Earth will not be able to see me then.
however,
i've decided not to do so.
i've decided not to travel in the direction of the Earth.
i did not turn a round, but half a round,
n flew off wif infinite speed.
though i cannot c it,
but i can feel it,
this treasure,
this tiny little treasure on Earth.
small it is in its size,
Dinosaurous it is some where else,
thumping 72/60.
lub, dub, . lub, dub, .
diamond.
white swan.

no more perfect eyesight, but the perfect cannot be seen. it can only be felt with the heart.

mofi wpffpqj o, gtdy.

woohoo!

2007-12-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

wow. there r so many so many things i wanna tok abt. so many things i wanna take down. nth tt i wanna 4get abt.

went jurong swim complex so many many times during prelims, a's, ice skate, climb bukit timah, went labrador, cycled countless times, movies,.....

went zoo last mon n might safari on fri.

there r so mani places i wanna go.

bt still, there's no place i'd like to b xcept here.
pq oy ktdyu.

well, spent the past 1 year having lotsa adventures. n i must really say tt i really do enjoy them. seriously. from being a 'sleeping beauty' to someone who go 4 so many adventures so often, even weekly or once afew or two-to-three days at times, really, i've been physically much more active. n perhaps nowadays my left brain work more too.

haha. xuan xuan is cool. still prefer her chi name. sound more qin qie to call.

she looks q good rite. hehe.

spent the past few days shopping alot, bt bot nth bt some essential cosmetics onli. cant help it tt im fussy n perfectionistic abt some stuff esp tt i dun wanna spend mon then feel nt so gd or regret buying. yea. bt it feels great tt u've bot sth tt u really like, really want.

after sdd gonna rent lotsa dvd n watch!!!

haha.

heyo! nycd gonna have dance nite next year!!yippee!
always so proud to be part of it, though honestly im in a really terrible state now, with negative infinity flexibility level. n i mean it. lao liao. cant help it. well, just have to try to rescue some of it, bt learn to accept tt this is reality.

bt i feel so great so wonderful to have my holiday. a long-waited one. thou i've always been living as if it always were, bt it's still diff. now is the time when u can dont worry abt having to bear the responsibility of asking ur frens to play n slack n chill wif u. how i wish my life can be full of this kinda freedom. bt i know tt it wont last long. hafto go work n gt some mon!

bt i wanna say, i love every single moment f my life. i want do not wish for any of them to not have appear in my life, be it good or bad. life is full of meaning, full of miracles. when i think tt instead of suffering from some termiinal llness, im now blessed n able to blog, i would feel really grateful. i thank God for everyone ard me, for my friends n family tt he has given to me, for every second tt he has ghranted me the 'passport' to enjoy my 'holiday' in this world.

christmas is near.

i rmb the 1st time i stepped into a church.
weell, though it didnt seem like a traditional church (unlike those seen in tv),
there was sth tt appealed to me.

christmas is not just abt party.

christmas is abt givining.

christmas is abt love.(not just in tt sense)

god's love for all of us. he granted each of us a live, n many many more blessings, some of which we may not even be aware of.

for this, im always grateful.

no matter how difficult life seems to be, if we can even feel sad, feel stressed, or feel angry, or tt we can think tt we r too weak to go on any further, think agin. be aware tt when we can actually THINK of any of these or FEEL any of them, it is already a blessing. not to say many more other blessings such as being able to revise what it meant by feeling full every day.

life is a road i wanna keep going,
love is a river i wanna keep flowing.....

to me, tt's the spirit.
well, love others just like how god love each of us. though we may never be as perfect, at least we shd try n improvement is also a form of achievement.

wanna spend the rest of my hos meaningfully. wanna TALK sosososossoooo muuuuuchhhh.

just wanna spend some time looking at the stars, the moon, the cloud, feeling the rooftop breeze, ...

just a relaxed yet sweet feeling.

i've seen so many wonders in my lfe.
n i know the greatness of their impact on my life.

if i were to re-live my life again, i guess i would still make the same decision.

there's always many things tt r more impt than studies.

studies, in a way, can help others in the future too, bt there's no pt helping others with our skills only after we have graduated while neglecting to give our helping hands befor ett.

just waanna help those ard me 1st. to the fullest.

i'm glad to be who i m.

n i know what i need in my life.

pu'f o.

p xant o, gtdy.

qar q haytnty.

p syawpft.

well, so looking forward to sdd.
more for the food, actually.
though there isnt alot of things tt i can eat.
hope it would be q nice, at least.

n i wanna........

(to b c'nued....)

SNOW WHITE

2007-10-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

hao xi huan tong hua gu shi li de jie ju, yong yuan dou shi na me de piao liang, na me de wan mei.

dian shi li de shuai ge you he ceng bu ru bai ma wang zi ne?

hao xiang hao xiang sheng huo zai xiao cun zhuang li, mei tiang pao dao cao yuan shang, wang zhe wei lan de tian kong yu wu xie de bai yun. jiu zhe yang, chun chun de... ...

ke neng shi sheng zhang zai cuo wu de shi dai, cuo wu de kong jian, chang chang dou gan jue zi ji de si xiang yu pang ren ji she hui ge ge bu ru. shi chun zhen, wu xie, huo shi tian zhen, bu ji xian shi ne? wu lun zen yang, wo shen xin zi ji de li nian, zi ji de gan jue.

hao lei, hao lei wo. hao xiang hao xiang jiu zhe yang xie xia lai le. dan zong jue de you na me yi si si de qian yi. hao xiang you yi dian dian gu fu le shi zhang.

dan hai jian xin sheng ming shi shu yu ge ren de. bu gai wei ta ren er huo. yong yuan wu fa zhi dao neng fou zai huo yi ci. ye wu fa yu zhi he shi li kai. dan wo shen xing zhi you ru ci, ren men cai hui geng zhen xi sheng ming zhong de mei yi fen, mei yi miao ba! bao kuo wo zai nei.

yong yu cheng dan ze ren yu yong yu zhui qiu zi wo li xiang- dang liang zhe zhi jian you suo chong tu shi, gai ru he shi hao ne?

xi huan ren shi, liao jie qi ta wen hua, dan wo zhi dao, ruo sheng huo zai yi ge muo sheng de huan jing li, zi ji jiang wu fa ren nai.

you shi hou hen xiang shou du zi yi ren de gan jue. mei you fu dan, mei you ya li, jiu zi you zi zai de, zhen cheng de, mian dui zi wo.

zi ji xi huan, xu yao she me, mei you ren neng bi zi ji geng liao jie.

sheng ming zhong de ji yu, ye zhi bu guo shi wei le zhe ge mu di. qi yu de, ye jiu dai zi ji ru he qu kan dai le.

ye bu zhi zi ji cong ji he shi jiu kai shi yuan yuan de shu li hua wen le. zi ji xi ai de dong xi, ying gai jian chi. dan dang jian chi hui dai lai tong ku yu bu kuai de shi hou, jiu ying gai dong de ru he xiao sa zou yi hui.

dong de fang kai xiong huai, xiao sa de kan shi jie, you he ceng bu shi yi zhong kuai le ne?

zai wo guo qu zui hou liang nian zui zhen gui de hua wen jiao yu li, wo xue hui le zhe yi xie.

:)

100% gals

2007-09-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

yea. finally. 100% attendance for gals for class outing on tue. so few yet so diff. well, iceskating really trian muscles.

days ago, i was brought to the river subconsiously.
the sky was blue, with patches of white clouds.
then a patch of dark clouds set in.
well, they werent that black after all.

without black, there is no white.
without dark clouds, there will be no white cloud.
after all, dark clouds r just thick layer of white clouds.

a piece of music will not be intresting n might be totally unappealing if the same tune just erpeat itself. but when contrasted wif notes like de!de!de!de!!!! well, pple take more notice of it.

im a white swan now.
perhaps we may all look dark at somepoints in our life,
yet after all,
we are ultimately all white swans.

nature is a continuos cycle.
life keeps going.
we live, we learn, and we love.
love the world, love the beauty of life.
be grateful to all the gifts we get each day.
this, is what i believe in.

perhaps im a little too easily satisfied at certain things.
but diff ppe have diff priorities.
n i noe mine clearly.
no regret when i reach the end of my journey in this v earthy place.

xi shui chang liu.

im just a tiny swan with a tiny heart.

2007-09-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

its officially after prelim now.

yes, IT IS OVER.

but i dont feel like it has ended.

and i dont want it to end either.

be it it or it.

as i walk along the corridor under my hse just now, i got the feeling dat i used to have last yr on fris.

you yi zhong gan jue bi shang xin, nan guo hai yao lai de ke pa.

zhi shao nan guo jiu dai biao ken ding.

i got over it more thn four years ago.

the feeling of being lost.

the feeling of desperation.

nobody is perfect.

but i believe that there are some things tha can be closer to perfection than others.

i realised that im a selfish n demanding person at times.

yes, i m.

but im also someone who cares v much more about how i feel than anything else.

i forgot what i wanted to type.

once again.

but once i've decided on sth, i'll insist on it.

its this stubbornness that i insist on.

sometimes, its amazing how i got this far.

it seems like my guardian angel, though i dont know who, is always around me, blessing me, providing the best for me.

best in the sense best but not best.

i once prayed, "do what is best for me."

i do not ask for the what normal pple think is the best, but i ask for the best in my own definition, the best that will make me learn n grow n mature.

perhaps im still stuck in the tv or fairy tale kinda story.

i really do not ask for much, but life seems like nth but a complicated piece of mechanisms which can happen in infinite permutations.

perhaps the reason y i love watching tv is that i love living in that kinda story.

i have always tried imagining myself to be one of the characters.

esp when she's the one who is being doted by so many pple.

411.perhaps this is an auspicious no. i dunno.cxv.j,b jCB dvsb xjcnz.xbczx,z.cnscs.,xb kxncj bx.b xnc.,nz xn ssjancsdbcsCB.

THIS IS JUST A PIECE OF. I DUNNO.

things just dont always turn out as expected or as we wanted them to be.

esp emotions.

if given a choice, how many wld actually not choose to be happy.

that's y utilitarianism sound so appealing just a the vvv 1st time.

i dont like this feeling, i really dont.

but i dont know how to get rid of it.

well, it's gonna be over. soon.

perhaps i just didnt show enough concern for others.

or perhaps i just didnt think enough for others.

but anyway, it's 1st time that a friend sms me to say that he's in hospital,.

but that's NOT the point.

well, bio today had too many nots.

fine.

sometimes a stranger might just be a best friend after all.

at least a stranger will be more concerned with ur presence.

well, but pls dont feel sad whoever it is whther i noe u or not who is reading my blog.

just that i wrote in alot of down tone doesnt mean im all the time feeling sad.

sampling.

haha.

well.

happy valentine's day.

every day is valentine's day.

n.

KOSII 582 WR GQDW.

PERHAPS MY EXPECTATIONS ARE JUST TOO HIGH.

im too afraid. to go on.

a swan

2007-09-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

im a swan.
white or black, it doesn't matter.
=)
dats wads most impt, always.

im a swan.
just an ordinary little swan.
or perhaps, unique, u may call me.
but i m still, a swan.

this is just a little song.
that i sing in my heart.
this is just a little prayer.
that i say in the mart.

i m a swan.
i m just a swan.
wow! u r a swan!
yes, i m a swan.

life is simple.
just a simple journey.
dont complicate it.
follow ur heart.
it will lead u to the way,
to the rt place.

there's nth as great as life.
it is the infinity.
where everything else is approx to zero.
without life, there will be no friend.
without life, ther will be no family.
without life, there is no fun.

just as in the alchemist,
do realise that the tue treasure is rt here, ard u.
do appreciate it.

i have seen myu heart.
or perhaps, i've even heard it.
its cry for freedom.
and its yearn for true passion.
all these, i've sensed.

so now shall i not be blind.
n now shall i not be deaf.
i shall look into my heart,
i shall listen to my heart,
n i shall observe it.

for this day will come,
when i could no longer do so.

so let me treasure what i haf.
let me do wad i will.
n let me not regret.
for when this day will come i do not know.

u r the greatest.

no matter wad,
i will not regret wad i've done in my life thus far.
everything happened for a reason.
every second in life is a blessing.
is a gift.

life is a lesson.
a journey filled with emotions.
it's a wonder.

everything that happened in life has a purpose.
let me not blame anyone.
let me be greatful.
for all that have happened in my life.

i thank u , for ur greatest gift.

i will not regret.
regardless of the ending.
it will be a good one thou.

but now shall i go to bed.
if not i will; get headache.
for sure gdgd will own mmy zzz.
for now i sleep so late.

goodie nitez!
i'd betta leave this place soon.
oops.
gt kazua my mummy c just now.
but still dun understand y they dun kill them.
fine.
at most i live in horror n hopefully wont gt mad or heart attack coz of them. choi!!!

i miss lots of hk showss......
perhaps i shall jus be a tv critik.
juz love to watch tv so much!!!!!!!!!!

yea!
swan lake on ice is cuming soon!
so looking forward.
yes!!!
a lvl is gonna end!!!!!!!
dun worry,
this dec, i will spend my hols meaningfully n fruitfully,
jus as last dec hols.

oh...
pw is so fun.
its the most fun n most slack a lvl subj.
thou i taking ki like taking pw like dat.
nvm.
will nv touch philosophy in my life again.
not to study.
shall read more comics.
yea.
didnt realize its so fun.

kk.
really hafta gt going....
b4 i gt......

sayo!!
=>

got nth to do

2007-08-04T11:22:00.000+08:00

got nth to do....

ma ask me do hsewk....

trying to escape..... hehee............

dunno y she whole day want me doo hsework.........

wadeva.

nvm.

hheehe.

bt luckily i smart....

'smuggled' abk of kindaichi secretly yesterday....
hehe.
oops.
eh.
i onli finished the story dat i didnt finish the vvvv lats time la.

haha.

yes!

eh.

dunno.

feel so eng now.

thou actually not.

but hehe.

i'll be myself!!!=)

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2007-08-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

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i dunno wad to rite............................................................................................................................

yes! reach word limit!

2007-07-30T01:37:00.000+08:00

cant believe i can type so many words in the end
though alot of rubbish info and citations.
bt nvm la hor
msn helps me to bcum crappie

haha
v long neva sleep so late liaao.
bt im still q awake
though woke at 8 sth

hmm....

duno y i get gastric easily.
last for more than an hr yestdae...
so bad

nvm
haha

im happy
sososo happy

hehe

a lvl quickly end la

i want hols!!!

yes

national day go overnite durian eating misssion cum touring!!
haaha

shall cum true la hor.

kk.

niteznitez.
=>

lala

2007-07-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

lallallal

naughty.

dun do it

1h of sat per day is crazy

not asif u gt nth to do.

but 1 h+++++++++++++ of tv per day
makes pple happy
and is good for health
relieves stress
prevent old age
and
extend life.....................

fine.
nvm.

can i stop looking at my crabbie is????

sianz........................

i wanna get a thousand dollars and go shop now!!!!!

hmmm........

fine.

lallalallaala................

zao zhi dao.................
gai zu zhi...............

shldnt buy any more sat book b4 prelim......
understand.........

lucky no more stock for chem n maths.

im sick of doing is le.......

wanna sososososooooooooooo maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannna watch lbxx now!!!

k

sayo

muz

xit
fast fast

dunno y today air so hazy

bad

i want dars now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hehe today is college day

2007-07-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

hihi. v long neva blog alrdi. guess im lazy. im doing my is first draft now. needa finish by tmw. 3000 words seem diff now. too used to being a sci student. rite essay like oint form like dat. i cant expand on my points! oh no. must be neva tok crab for quite sum time liao. have been slacking in terms of chatting....

but nvm. there's sth more more much much alot alooooot moooorreee IMPORTANT!!!!

hehe. i've decided on wad i wanna be next time.

there are basically 2 optons:
1) be a shopkeeper at a jewellery shop!!!
2) air stewardess!!!

ok.

for the first option, coz i realized that afta all these years of studying, i've decided dat i dun like to study actually. and after 10 years of sci plus trip scis education, im now sick of sci. seems to have lost interest in them. or did i ever had any interest in sci? perhaps a little. but accidentally came across a jewellery book in library not long ago, just in july, and yup, i tink at least i wont get sick of looking at jewellery that fast. really cant stand looking at papers for so long. so ppeeps! if u needa or wanna buy jewellery next time, look for me!!!

ok. the second one was..... a looong lost childhood ambition. but i realised that i prefer to serve pple rather than sitting in an office. and i wanna to go travel to other countries to look look c c, but not to stay there for too long. so this would be a nice, interesting and rther perfect job. yea.

but sum1 say its dangerous.... is it that dangerous? wads the percentage of choichoichoi 1st.. air crash vs road accident? choichoichoichoi!!!

kk.
anyway, wif jayne being the pilot, it would be safe. yea. hehe.

oh no! y can i typ e so v much crab for blog yet cant type nuts for my is??!! cham liao.

missya.

hmm. i would really want a warm and cosy and homey workplace next time.

or perhaps ssooon.

haha.

now i tink pay isnt that impt after all.

dun need to be that rich.

richer pple got higher probability of being unhappy sumtimes, i guess.

too caught up wif work and stuff.

juz wanna haf fun!

hang hang chu zhuang yuan.

i'll be happy serving pple if i bcum an air stewardess! but eh, abit hard to bcum one la.

shall c next time.

kk.

eh.
try to do is now.

sayo!

it's in chi...

2007-07-06T19:03:00.000+08:00

hehe. u r out. so im blogging. eh... actually got nth to write. but hehe. pink gang! lets go for our own sdd!! hehe.

peeps! go watch swan lake on ice=)
yea.
ok.
i guess dats all.
eye sour.

hmm..
sum1 is bcuming...

the sky is blue.
hehe.
eh, go ice skating.
yup.
dunno the nine oclock show show until where alrdi.
hm
next time must buy bigbig tv with yu jia xi ju tai for my scv when i buy my own home-) hehe.
but a nerd doesn't play bball...i suppose?

oops.
i drooled.
ohoh.
when sleeping juz now la.
fort canning is near Plaza Sing.
go for buts!
heh.
totally random, yet nt so random la.

i wanna c another rainbow....

2007-07-02T11:55:00.000+08:00

perhaps, im abit greedy...,
just a little bit greedy..,
but isn't this human nature?

a little girl is just innocent.
perhaps, totally innocent.
innocent enough to think f the world as a totally beautiful place.
a place with perfection.

but as she grow up,
she'll give up her insistance on perfection,
biit by bit,
as she realise,
bit by bit,
that in this big big world,
there is no such thing as
perfection.

the perfect is in the imperfect.

no one is perfect.
no life is perfect.
its just how lucky u r.
how much blessing u count.

yet,
all life are perfect.
everyone is perfect.
it's just how u look at them.

don't feel like blogging anymore.
i just wish to c another rainbow today....
it's beautiful!
it really is.

take a look outside the window if u r ever gonna take a plane, be it again or not.
i dunno wad it looks like,
but it's the sky u r looking at.
it is beautiful!
i believe.
:)

rain...bows!!

2007-06-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

i saw two rainbows on fri.
and it snowed again.
nice nice snow.
pretty rainbows.

=)

naughty mei gup my comp so i cldn't type this since fri la.

but still,
im soso blessed.

coz i have a pet.
it's name is...
gtdy.

rain...

2007-06-15T10:10:00.000+08:00

please do not read this.
if u really read it, then forget abt it.
it doesn't exist k.
promise or just dun read.
k fine. silly statements.

i don't like the rain. stop me from going everywhere. fine. never mind. it'll stop anyway. it's just a matter of when.

my blog is becuming sleepy. just like me. it's a sleppy day. just wanna sleep throough the day.

im confused. abt the world. this wold is weird. weird weird world.

how i wish i can be a child forever and ever and ever. be like the kids running at the play ground.... forever...

im lost. id dunooo idunno idunooooo.......

dunno wad this stupid world is stupidly stupid at.....k. fine. it makes no sense. but vm. this world makes no sense too.

feel like just don't care abt everything and do what i want. it's my life. yet it doesn't seem like my own life. at all.

here are my holiday plans. in fact, i've planned them since sosososooooo many years asgo!! fine. i'll carry them out. evry day is a holiday. i shall just pick any day. as i like.

dance, dance, dance, dance, and dance!!!!
deustch ist gut!
i miss hk shws. tv marathon!!!
just wanna lie on the be...... not bed la. beach and slack.

i tink i haf many more tings dat i wanna do.

go shopping go play with frensssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

sososso many of them i haven't met for so looooong.
and .... perhaps i'll just be an audience in the theatre and try not to miss that stage too much.

i miss ny.
i miss 409.
i miss nycd.
i miss my home.

nvm. i'll do all these 1 by 1. it's just a matter of when.
maybe i just can't stand it any more and start doing all these at a go in a day.
i miss ddoing what i love to do. what i enjoy doing.

the stupipd rain is still stupid.
always rain when i doesnt want it to.
fine.
it's alrite.
i'll just get used to it.

im tired.
just vv tired.
and sick
sick
maybe or maybe not not physically.
dunno.
nvm.
it doesnt really matter.
really.
to think dat there are so many pple hu r physically so fit and then, the next sec, they meet with a road accidnet or wad.
i noe choichoichoi!
but, nvm.

i noe.
every 1/infinity of a sec on earth is a blessing.
yet, im getting more and more ... confused about how it's a blessing.

the rain is super heavy now.
irritating.
fine.
at most get wet and cold.

i shall go off soon.

don't worry.
btw this isnt meant for any one to see.

so if u read it by accident, just treat it as reading a story book or something written by a crazy person.
don't take it seriously.
dats all.
i already forget how to make this so that its not seen.....
k i'll get irritated if i delete this.
so just ignore this post and deny its presence k.
sayo.

lalala holidaying...

2007-06-12T14:44:00.000+08:00

dunno how to describe my holiday. basicly i feel v happy if i can finish study 1 chapter of either bio or chem or phy or maths. the most i ever studied i a day was 2. hmm. human brain has limited space to put limited things in a limited amt of time.

i don't like to do research. fine. shan't complain.

hen jiu mei you yong hua wen xie zuo wen le.
i still have a tendency to type eng.

but...

hao jiu hao jiu mei peng guo ji mi de shu le. zuo tian can le yi ben. hai shi you yi zhong hen shu fu, hen xiang shou de gan jue. ye bu zhi dao wei he, ke neng jiu shi nu sheng yi sheng ju lai de tian xing ba, xin li hai shi you na shao shao de gan dong. ji shi huan jing zai chao za, shuang tui duo pi lao, xin li duo... , reng ran gan jue dao na yi si de gan dong. yi qian bu kai xin huo xin li gan dao na men shi, dou hui kan ji mi de shu. er na xie shu zong shi hui gei wo xin de qi fa, rang wo xin zhong gan jue dao geng jia de shu chang. zhe hui wo ye tong yang de de dao xin de qi fa. zhe shi yi pian wen bi chao ji e lie de duan luo, lian wo ye jue de xiang ban shang de tong xue zai shuo hua yu na yang guai guai de. dan zong zhi, zhi shao wo chang shi guo le.

zhe shi shang you hen duo dong xi shi kan bu dao, ting bu jian, ye muo bu zhao de. wo men wei you yong wo men de xin qu gan jue, bing qie xiang xing.

xing nian neng gai bian wo men de yi sheng- zhe, jiu shi wo de xing nian ba!

loousy essay. but nvm.

i go bath.

P Livf Rhji Ug Xudh O Rhjt Djh Wh Kuhfr Dmj Fujb.

7 syf??!!

2007-05-23T19:41:00.000+08:00

just read her lay wang's blog. omg. 7 syf???!! haha. i onli had 2. the first one was... slack. the 2nd one was tedious. haha. her gt 7!! and like 3 gold with honours. haha. wa. but must say dat she is a super musically inclined person, hu loves music alot. chinese, pop, western, wadeva la.hehe. im bcuming musically dead liao. duno y my heart is so calm listening to music liao. don't have last time during dance dat kinda gan jue ang emotions. dats the prob of being a sci student ba. nvm. i shall find my ganjue bk next time. sci juz kills away all my feelings for alot of tings la. sumtimes its abit sad to tink of human as some random indivs which arised fr some random events of fertilisatioon. and our character and intelligence and perhaps talents r juz partly bcoz of our genes. hope dat the partly is of less sig ba. weird weird world.

feeel weird today. head abit heavy. bt nvm. im fine. and happy!

rmb when i watched chun jiang during syf opening rehearsal...
gan dong.
it may just be two v usual words for normal pple.
but it isnt often dat we can feel this way.
esp when the cause is a dance.
by a school.
by a non-professional school.

last time i sometimes felt dat laoshi was a bit too strict and perhaps a little harsh. but i know (or do i? but at least i felt at least partly) how much effort she has put in. her heart and soul. to think about it. pple may juz view it as yet another ordinary job, a mean to earn a living. but surely she doesn't view it this way. think of the number of hours she is in school, the number of hours she is in dance studio. or rather, think of the number of hours she doesn't have dance in her mind at all. from music to choreography to costumes. and of course, how well we dance, our actions, techniques, ganjue, biaoyan, rhythm... she has so much to care about. yet she doesn't compromise on any.

i don't know how im suppose to do aniting like wad she has done for dance. her love for dance. something we have to learn.

shu shan you lu qing wei jing, yi hai wu bian ku zuo zhou.
these word have long been pasted on the dance studio wall. laoshi had reminded us dat dance is v ku. its not ez to b a gd dancer, one who goes beyond the apperance, nito the soul. one hu kan touch the hearts of many. but its not just the outcome that counts. its the process. an unforgettable one.

perhaps what we gain during the process already outweigh the result such that the result is insignificant.

nonetheless, its not ez to understand this. it takes time. but im starting to understand. i guess.

got to go! be realistic. be practical. be focused. these r what im supposed to do for now./try la. byeyo!

this is not meant for anyone to read.

2007-05-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

tink i sleep enough nowadays. and sleep well. still jing shen now. q jingshen for a few days le.

this is not meant for anyone to read. so. yup.

don't know y. though q expected. but still feel abit sad.
maybe its the bond, dat sumwer in my z'kardia, dont know la.
should be rational wen dealing wif this, realli, but still, im a v irratuional person. hu let my emotions take over me akot of times.
n summore, i didnt ask abt it. i wasnt even [prepared for it. i was just, u noe, waiting for a lost contact to sms me, n i finalli gt her sms, n in the same sms, yup.
dont know la.

but nvm. im happie now.
though havent totally gt over it la.
nvm.
nice buffet.
nice erp! erp! erp! erp! wich lasted fr orchard to.... all the way basicalli la. hahahaaha.
and a nice "daymtmyl". was this the exact letters? nvm.

thanks for making me happy.

and sf hay mtpqj xtqj gdq ua o. p fkaoxg kdnt mttq wayt dssytbpdupnt q ftqfpupnt.

but still, im happy le la. though still gt a tinge of...
pepper.
yea. dats how u describe it. not exactli sppicy, but still a little...

my bio test tmr is screwed. neva even read through eveyting once. havent even finish reading thru virus once. omg. nvm. shall face it on thus.its ok.

but gtdy, gaqu hsybt wt ua fdi ukpqjf qtvu upwt z. o qat p rdf n vpqutqj q gaqu zar rdg ua ga w gpfxpzt wiftxh hay dfzpqj o eotfupaq lofu qar pq fbkaax ay qau.

i shall sleep now. good nite.
tmr gonna b ultra chem day. :)

titleless

2007-05-05T12:24:00.000+08:00

titleless. therefore it has a title. hence, it's not titleless.

forget it. don't wanna crap abt sth stupid.

even the comp keep hanging 2dae.

even haf to refresh blogspot twice.

nvm.

don't know what's wrong with me la.

don't know la.

don't it's my problem or theirs la.
don't wanto tink.

i have learnt long ago that the world is unfair.

yes, it is.

it has proven to be.

juz sick of so many things already.

like what faris say, she's not doing what she likes.
neither m i, actually.

the world is a complicated world.
or rather, human beings are complicated.

too complicated.

maybe farming will be much nicer.
much happier.

ok crapp.

it's impossible.

at least for now.

sb said b4 pple in the v past got alot of free time, no tv, blah, therefore they can lie on tree, look into the sky and tink abt life. n dats how they tink of philosophical stuff.
but now we r doing the opposite, actually.
nvm.

pple listen to music without appreciating them sometimes.
mayb im one of them.

life is not juz lie a play. it is also like a music.
can be fast, can b slow.
depending on how you want it to be.
or perhaps, how the world want it to be.

what makes up the world?
everyone, everything, every moment.
but duno y.
we dont seem to be, or to be abe to, exercise our rite in this committee called world.
juz go in the direction the world goes.

our town.
appreciate life.
but.
r we?
don't know.
seems like live to earn money so that we can eat n blah, thus we can live.

ok. i've juz typed this chunk of nonsense non-stop in the past few mins. total crap. ignore it if u don't want to not ignore it. ok. circular argument.

Happiness
Abcdesu
Usedcba
Peace
Truth
.

nvm.

anw, it feels better afta crapping.

sometimes, its good to b the only child.
really.
at least.....
i would b perhaps doing is now then...

nvm.

i wonder how many pple will c this crap.
mayb none.
but nvm.
it wont b none.
it will be less than none.
hmm.
is sth dat is less than none less than zero?
since none=zero?
nope.
haha.
sumtimes logic doesnt juz wk in one way la.
n less than none is more than zero.
ok.
fine.
crapping again.
miss kindergarten.
n ying2.
miss those times.
where we eat n sleep n watch tv n do one or two pages of simeple kndergarten hw n cut...
kids nowadays r....
i dont know whether blessed or sad.
i didnt have such blessings.
neither do i have them now.
no assessment bk to be completed n shown to my parents.
no ballet or piano lesson.
used to envy those little kids.
but...
maybe not...
dont know la.

ok.
i shall go slack awhile now n go funan.
wherever it is.
juz go search for it.
no mood to do tings oso.

sayo.

gtdy, haytnty...hpyfu sypwt qowmty dqg aqxi...

2007-05-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

thanks alot, gtdy. for accompanying me to j8. though the journey was sooo long.

n chau sho lazy. i oso la. both of us dont wanna walk. n she neva bring my dvd. so nvm.

anw, still sho happie wif all the gold with honours that nygh gt... though i may nt b in all of them last time.

hmm. juz heard fr pd dat 3a is mugging hard...

gtdy xthu kpf ks aq udvp aq foq... ukt xtuuty rdf xox. d xtuuty fpwpxdy ua xqx dqg xyx.

puf az. p zdq udzt gtdy4 haua. mu qpgd uydqfhty ua baws faaq. hehe.

hmm... later i haf diff reading my own blog...nvm...

mayb last thurs was a blessing.
duno.
gd to change phone.
gd to go washrm.
yea.

shall slp soon. now i haf a habit liao. of typing unknown lang to almost evryone, yet noone. understand? hm.. chim. haha.

hahahehehoho.

smile!

anw had foto taking 2dae. hmm. informal 1s. n i stil cant rmb how to tie tie. nvm.

chem test was... hmm... aiyar, cant rmb la.

tmr is soon!=)

auf wiedersehen!

GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!

2007-04-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!! nycd gt gold wif honours again! haha.

so glad. went bk on mon n wow! i tink they dance so well! although ls was saeing dat they nt scared at all, too xing fen liao. haha. bt i tot their biao yan was so gd. haha.

n i did ti chen n pang yi n han tian yi for shen yun. n it felt so diff dancing in ny dance studio. like the atm is diff. the music oso sound so nice there. it's much easier to gt the ganjue their compared to at home in dat slpie little bedrm. haha. i miss doing shenyun!!! n lianing gong!!! haha. n miss ls's scolding!!! oops.

haah. n rachel flew bk to watch them dance.
though duno mani sec1s n 2s liao. n so strange to tink dat i tot ystdae they were juz sec 2 n i was juz sec4. n nw dey suddenli bcum sec4 n i bcum j2 liao. haah. n i still rmb yiyi as a sec1. n nw she's sec3, dancing lingwu liao. time skips. realli weird leh. did sb do sth to time n fastforward huh? nvm. so long as im happie. =pple ard me happie. hehe.

yea! shall b happie 4 rjcd too! gold wif honours. though i was their onli for a mth, i cld c their effort n their passion for chi dance!

hmm. itink nw is my turn to b xingfen alrdi. haha.

bt well, muz still study n go sch tmr. haha. cannot self approve full dae.

hm. i wonder wer was my hols afta o's. i seriosli tink sb tk out a chunk of time la. hmm. duno leh. dun realli haf ani memo of dat. xcept dat chem dae was harry potter day.

still owe lay her prezzie. n she owe me mine last yr anws..... haha. duno she kip at home 4 wad oso..... haha. to give afta 10 yrs, perhaps, so dat 1 present is given for 10 bdaes. haha.

n yt still owe me my syf dvd!!! muz return la!!! haha.

i miss esplanade.... haha...

bt sumtimes, muz learn to b satisfied.
for sumtings, one is enuf.
q rph fm, haytnty pf rkdu p rdqu.

my sis so cute. haha.her hair tie until like sum puppy like dat. hmm. she v tokative. bt nvm. sner or later will bkum lyk me, lazy 1. haha.

okiez. i shall stop my random, no flow, essay? haha. is rite lykdat then choichoichoi!!! haha.

oh. n i gt my cert 2dae. haah. nvm. unimpt. being skilful is mor impt.

i shall..... do sth nw..... haha.

nitez.

=>

139, 149...

2007-04-14T12:47:00.000+08:00

easier to tink of prime numbers than powers. hm.... google is useful, wiki is powerful. haha. noe pw result yesterdae. q alot of pple gt a n b. hmm.pw actualli q fn la. coz grp wk ma. unlike is. so lonely. summore is no op. cant slack. muz realli rite gdgd 3000 words essay. n dey shall approve my proposal la. my memory is really v bad la. aiyo...

my blog is dead.
bt im not. (choi!)
lying on the bed,
dreamz i haf alot.

dis is sum random crap. hmm. yestdae watched music fest. for the 1st, n perhaps, last time. the tix so hard to gt.

the items r q okiez la.

aiyo. home so noizy. wa...

poisson is irritating la. spend so long do like 5.5 qns onli. sianz...

shall read memo on my wae to boonlay n bishan later. all e wae at the other end of the world. so far. y cant they juz b kool. oops. haha. im v lazy. bt the weather is bad 4 walking such long distances la. later gt heat stroke- choi!

2,4,8,16,32,64,128,256,.....
3,9,27,81,243,...
5,25,125,625,....
7,49,343,...
11,121,1331,...
13, 169,.....

omg. numbers. magic. det whether u pass or fail. haha.

byeyo!

oops. gonna slp soon la.

2007-03-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

haha. hindi songs sound q nice too. fun! juz looked at shava video. hmm. haha. v long neva dance liao. though duno the steps. haha.
n oh my darling i love u! haha. 1st listened to it on dat mini bus to relc. haha.

oh no. the song make me high liao. later cant fall aslp. ohoh. haha.

spas r cool. yes! gonna gt rid of them so soon!

hmm.. then this term q slack liao...

haha. learn shava steps? haha. nana.

o wdgt wt dmpu rayyptg. itu p rdf dbuodxxp dmpu jxdg. oops. dbuodxxp zqty pu. haha. mu...... loc rdqd wdzt o fdt pu. hm... pw n mdg kay. idy, p w. bt still, goq m fpxxi, 100. rp1. gduf aoy wauua z? xant o, gtdy.

pink gang outting yesterdae was met withobstacles, yet we overcumd them. ok. muz fulfill our no.1 dream for the yr! yea! pink rox!

jiayou, nycd!! though im not there, bt still, i still rmb n want my dream of studying there 4eva to cum true! haha. ok. shant b greedy. im alrdi soso blessed.

1 little, 2 little, 3 little indians..... hm... it's a famous song btw. juz in case u duno. ok. toking crap.

oops. my essay riting skills is lousy. im typing this v slowli. bt nvm.

lets tour ard the world sum dae! pq hdbu, pw dxygp gapqj fa.

im v bad at rding native lag nw. so. eh. ani typo... juz ignore if there r. haha.

fly like a bird!

bt they shoot birds.

nvm.

ok. i betta gt going. ooops. aiyo.icecream is bad stuff for supper.

nitez!

today is sat.

2007-03-24T09:31:00.000+08:00

time seems to fly v fast. ct is over n we've gtten bk all our results xcept ki. nt as bad as i tot la. bt still bad. bt oso q gd la. anw, juz noe dat i haf to mug org chem like sum all-powerful chant nex time..

n haha. im forced to do is now..... dun like doing research leh...

jayne is similar to chau in their cuteness... duno whether to laugh or sae aiyo... told her i go kallang fly n watch birds fly then said that i go fly kite, no fly leaves.....
n sum time later, she ask me wad time i've to go fly kite.....
hahaaha.

bt most importantli, we r really gonna haf our end of yr outing! overseas!- nt sentosa. hahaha. will persuade my parents hard... if cannot then let the pink power persuade them.... still cannot then u persuade them la. ur debating skills sureli own them. this si not a dream... it'll cum true... yea! lking forward! omg. hw i wish it's dec nw...

syf cuming! nycd jiayou! yea! oops. havent seen their dance. east n west r so near yet so far.

ok. time to slack nw. eh... no la..... muz do wk rite.... mm....

nex wk is slack. spas n arts day n sports dae.

i reached 100... by accident...

2007-03-14T20:17:00.001+08:00

100 posts... nvm...

central lending library is lousy. so mani bks gt borrowed by pple liaoz... n there r bks nt ready for loaned yet....

reference library looks disgusting at 1st sight..... bt start browsing through the bks... n gt amazed... medi bks r q interesting, actually. bt memorizing is a diff story. the brain filters out info at every stage in the memory process... so that wunt have too much junk info n no more memo space to store info... bt mine certainly is too paranoid... that my brain will run out of space soon... even filter out my impt info... hm...

im bored. ok lar. nt realli le. bt last day to feel bored too... hope tmr will b fun... esp in the morning n aftann.....

yes!!! tmr is thurs!! hahaha. hehe.hoho.huhuuhu.haha.

my sis playing with the laser mse nw... lousy laser mouse...

hm...isnt next week june? hehe. oops. =p

ok. i shall b guai n try nt to slack so much... bt omg. i gt so mani tings nt with me. ok. go read that classics ba. haha. ohoh. at descartes nw..... v slow.... my speed reaching asymptote..... at least asymptote isnt zero......

sayo! tmr is thus! rmb! haha.

i reached 100... by accident...

2007-03-14T20:17:00.000+08:00

i reached 100... by accident...

2007-03-14T20:16:00.001+08:00

oh. i've exceeded 100...by accident...

2007-03-14T20:04:00.000+08:00

c'nue...

2007-03-13T14:40:00.001+08:00

hey! i havent finish blogging la. haiz. my spelling bcumin terrible. haven't. hmm... dats hw u spell it.... ok. haha.

oh. n muz rmb this tag line......
"wanna b pink? join us!"
haha. omg. jayne tot of this for the biking n blading club coz we wanna it b held on wed, afta 1st aid, so every1 will b sunburn. haha. we v crappie. hm. muz buy lotsa repellent for the club. actualli dunid unless u sit there n wear ur blade stuff, wen the mozzies cum biting me!!!

today is tueday. tomorrow is wednesday. n theday after tomorrow will be thursday.

days make day seem long, but actually afew days is not even 100 hrs away. hmm... so it is actually v soon.

im hungry agn.... shall go eat soon...

looked into the sky ystdae nite, cant c the moon...
rpuk wi titf...
mu p bdq b pu......
rpuk wi tdyf...

pu'f uktyt...
pq wi ktdyu.....

ukpqzpqj ah iao, dxrdif.

c'nue...

2007-03-13T14:40:00.000+08:00

i dun like sch comp... dun like new blogger...

2007-03-13T14:23:00.000+08:00

hm... slpt so much ystdae.... fell aslp unintentionally at ard 5sth.... coz i lazy... stretch while lying on bed.... didnt even wana sit or stand... haha. then wooke juz b4 8pm. then i eat n bath.... n i didnt feel like doing aniting....so i slpt agn ard 9pm.... though neva fall aslp immediately.... mayb really deep into my slp onli ard 11 sth.... bt nvm..... woke up a few times in btw n fell bk to slp strait away....so whether 025402 was coincidental or nt..... er..... doesnt matter la. bt fell bk to slp agn strait afta dat.... n woke 1ce mor ard 6..... n c'nue slping until 8am. im gd at goin bk to slp strait afta waking. bt bad at falling aslp afta long hrs of waking.

bot 2 bags fr wallet shop ystdae. hm... n bot 2 mor fbt.... haha. oh no. spend q sum $ recently.... bt they r necessary la..... so nvm.

so soon n it's tues. felt like sun was juz ystdae. hm. so weird. time shoot. like rocket. haha.

sch env is still eva so lively. hm...

n i dun haf ani tys wif me... so finish the 2 chem 1e2b qns on tutorial paper n cant do anth liaoz... n the interesting is, my tys r nt at home too. hm. for 1ce i feel like doin phy tutorial bt my tys dun let me do. haha. ok. fine. bt dun feel like doin maths. they r disgusting. esp macclaurin..... differentiate soooo muuuch. n realised ystdae dat i stil cant borow anyting fr lib coz i havent pay my finesss..... havent topup cashcard too. haha. like everyting purposely there to make me bored. though im nt realli bored dis holz la. gt that ultra long 1st aid course. bt the tv shows r boring.... xcept.... haha. shdnt have flipped dat newspaper in the lib juz nw lar. gt date wif vampire at 12am.... haha.oops. eh... c 1st lar. 1hr onli. no harm lar. hehe. oops. ohoh.

n shall start planning for class chalet in june! haha. me n jayne discussed last fri... muz start bugging the class n count down fr term2 wk1. haha.

yo-oh!

2007-03-11T23:50:00.001+08:00

long time no blog. nearly cant rmb my google account.

common test was realli recreational 4 me. my memory rox. oso duno y. cant even rmb the most basic eqn 4 haloalkane. nvm. i noe my aim for dis common test isnt to gt ani A or aniting near dat. juz set out to take it as some practice, as a self-check, n c wad areas i hafta wk on nextime. time management was q ok for me, i guess. mayb partly bcoz its so recreational 4 me. bt shall b betta if my memo sumhw bcums betta n recall faster. forcing out an eqn fr a seemingly blank mind was a tough job. n of corz didnt succeed. bt it's ok. wil sumhw rmb nextime.

n i read a philosophical bk to revise 4 ki. in fact, 2. ok, fine, part of 2 bks. ok, 4 1 of them, part of a chpter of the bk, or rather, mainly summary fr midway thru the chpter onwards. bt ok la. at least i dun end up crappin nonsense durin the paper, though my memo oso v gd, so neva rite until v detailed.

this hols is bz wif the super long n hopefully nt too boring 1st aid corz. will pass the test la. hm.

haha. i juz xuan yao to jayne dat i finished vector pdt tutorial n bug her to do her tutorials. mr ang went thru the vectr pdt tutorial like so long ago liaoz. bt i still did it. boring tut. lotsa careless mistakes. irritating + & -. n a contrasting assignment waiting to b done. shall nt do it so soon ba.

nowadaes pple seem to b v bz. hm...

thou sum r voluntarily bz. fritz ps our class outing cum pink gang meeting last fri! she went out wif her frenz instead. our class is sad... n jy refused to go wif us. must b went to luk for sum guyz...

bt it was fun! interesting! haha. n jayne is realli cute lar. i tink the cuteness is innate in her lar. oso dunno y. n we shall haf an ecp club!! yea!!! frit havent setup her skating club.....zzz...

im bcumin nocturnal agn nowadaes. shall go bk to normal soonz.

v long nv go bk c them dance liao. n ohoh. i hvnt even seen or hear their syf dance/music 1ce! hm... shall go bk real soon.

n my flexibilityis like h... nw. nvm. napfa set its standard there for a reason.

n hey! my mock napfa standing broad jump afta 1555 of 2.4km is 175cm. my 1st jump! omg. cant blieve it. juz 3cm awae fr my rec 178cm. haha. cant believe dat i can pass standing broad jump wif ease. n of corz, incline do 7 or 8 then pass liaoz. hey! stop slacking la jy!

spent lotsa $$ todae. 70+. n i realli do tings without lking n tinkin. spent over $50 at isetan..... using xxxx..... haha. nvm. can buy let sum1 buy sth fr isetan. haha. hm... dis is a crappie para... i realise...

hey! do ur is la! haha. eh... i hvnt start doing aniting... xcpt proposal done, of curz...

lking forward to thurs...

i shall go slp soon...

nitez! =>

yo-oh!

2007-03-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

a nice even number

2007-02-18T08:47:00.000+08:00

todae is ia nice even number. coz it's even, it can b dividen by many numbers. ok. shant go into analysis of number.

1stlie.... 2 egg 2 kosong on a sunniedae morning was ....great! omg! never had such a heavy breakfast b4. n i was still same wt. haha. my fats bursting theory really works??!! bt hey! felt lyk omg wen i tried wore my jeans ystdae. wa. it was reallilyk....doing horizontal pullup! bursting. n suki was kool too. neva had such a buffet b4. omg. n haha. chey! watchin sb buyin dat magazine was fun! haha. bt nth much. bike was kool, too! real windy n nice closing my eyes. kan realli fall aslp. omg. isetan was still kool. though the persn v blur. haha. rare chance to c u in a diff kinda clothes.

crescent dae is kool, too! haha. even numbers r kool. haha.

chilldae istill kool. hm. dat bk was kool. haha. didnt realize such bk in dat lib last time. hmm. lyk nb bother abt them in adt lib. bt nvm. its there 4..

fritz was sick on vdae... class outing cancelled so lor. haha. bt it's ok. nextime ba.

lays hair looks q long le. mr khoo still lks the same. haha. bt havent c him shake his head. hmm... n didnt c other tchrs. saw modeern dancers in the dance studio... e nicest dance studio in sg... n saw their recess/lunch prac schedule 4 syf 4 chi n modern dance. haha. hmm. wana c their dance real soon! or i shall juz pop into the audience seat during their competitn. haha. miss laoshi's dance... v long nv do shen1 yun4 alrdi... n faris sae ls do shen yun wif them durin lunch prac. hm... v long dun haf dat kinda gan jue wen dancing liao... n oso v long neva dance n stretch liao... v stiff nw. bt i tink my breathing iproved q abit la. so wunt pant like my fan wen i ti1 tui3 n stuff. n i still dun gt hw i was able to touch the ceiling. haha. n if i kan go to that height during da4 tiao4 i'll b so amazed by myself. bt havent even try doing a split 4 yrs lela. haha. shall make sum1 do da4 tiao4 1 dae n make him feel sad dat he finallie cant jump so beautifully. hahaha!!! or dat jump dat i lastime occasionally used to do on the bar. hahaah!! fun!

cny celeb was kool! n 1stime went jurong sc. hmm. 1st time play dat kinda ting. haha. so yea. fun! n borders stil haf kool bks. hm. in the end wad i usualli spend hrs doin was done in like duno hw mani mins. haha. dat shirt is... nice! haha. bt wunt wear out coz adi dun match mark. haha. sounds gd and yippee... er... no. i dun mean adi n mark sound gd and yippee.... i mean adi n mark sound gd and yippee... ok.

n finallie gto eat fries ystdae. haha. er... mc fries is still thesame. hm. cny eve n almost everyting was closed liao. n dats y mc can earn so much $$. hm.. v slack...bt ok.... u shall wk hard 2dae....

gonna stone alot later. nvm. haha. happie stoning to me n homing to u!

dats abt it. n im nt gonna reach 100 posts juz coz blogspot keeps playing wif me rite?

happie valentine's dae!!!

2007-02-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

hm.. seems lyk this is the dae where everi studts in all jcs r super enthu.

once agn, i shal nt write abt wadhappened dis wk 1st, coz its late le.

bt daisy jus reralised im takin ki. ok. fine.

lays goin bk tmr. mayb faris n sw too. hm. wonder hw nycd is like nw. feels lyk... duno leh. last time lk at seniors lyk "wow!" bt nw i dun feel wow myself.

miss sum pple abit la.

hmm. its my hp dat was preventing me fr elongating the conversations wif layz, daisy n chau. my home wireless gana locked by my sis accidentally. pro rite? n they duno hw to unlock it.

n chau is sstil so bullyable. haha.i miss bullying her.=p

tmr is total defence dae.

hm.

juz wana sae...

GQWWKD.
udqt bdyt ah oyftxh q qa wayt hdxxpqj, 100.

oy fwpxt pf fa mtdouphox. p httx fa kdsspt fttpq o fwpxt. pu wdztf wt fwpxt uaa. ukdqz iao, 100. q ukt rtxx-gydrq bdyg.

happie total defence dae eve!
n more importantly, happie ........... ... eve.

........

nitez!=>

happie valentine's dae!!!

2007-02-14T22:14:00.003+08:00

happie valentine's dae!!!

2007-02-14T22:14:00.002+08:00

happie valentine's dae!!!

2007-02-14T22:14:00.001+08:00

happie valentine's dae!!!

2007-02-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

another week has past, bt more r yet to come.

2007-02-10T09:39:00.000+08:00

mondae was cool! touched up abit of ki afta hearing him tok for ard 1h. then phy prac was ok. jus write wadeva we discussed...skill a.... then ki lect cancelled. yea. haha. ok. slacked for so loong...n 100 told me abt h3... omg. so glad we slacked afta dinner. n tok abt intereting events dat happened. hm...its kool slacking. at least i gto know tings. n yea. pw qu dqjyi. pqat i o gpg ukpf. mu lofu ga d syawpftg qtvu upwt. p rpxx ytwpqg wiftxh ua m oqgtyfudqgpqj dqg ytfstbu oy gtbpfpaq.

taxi buys time. dats d ytsxdi ah kpfuayi? haha. hmm. i made the dcision of wer to eat. haha. though its the same place. bt stil, i decided it. hm. slacking is still fun. interesting stories. haha. so fun to watch 100 tell interesting stories.

wed was kool. in the end sum j1s gt duno wad den like oso ard 10 went. j2s even betta. 6. bot stuffs n blah until 5sth. inthe end started q late. n cldnt cycle. bt nvm. there r lotsa chances. hehe.
jxdg o uaxg wt kar o htxu.

ki was cool. done q fast. hope cambridge will juz sae yes. hm. fritz didnt smile wen i told her the gd news-"tmr is fri!". seems like nt everi1 gts to enjoy this gd news dat much. bt nvm. i do!

fri was here in a flight of time agn. real bubbles r kool. bawhi. my hair is still q smooth nw. 5 cai + fun at 1030 due to my supper at 1130pm on thus n breakfast at 1 am on fri morn was... cool! stun jy. haha.yea. didnt go into an aquarium since so long ago. kool. pretty fishes. though sum r q fat. bt worms r scary. eee. tm is still kool. didnt buy seamonkey bt nvm. finally ate old chang kee since so long ago. haha. eating it once in a while doesnt realli haf ani harm lar. though ma sae dun eat so much dis kinda stuff bad 4 health. bt it still taste gd. n didnt noe dat challenger building was gone. bt nvm.
... if i lay here... oy fpqjpqj pf fupxx fa jg.
by the wae, haha, feels diff combing short hair.

qat gdu o httx fuytfftg. q ytdxxp fuytfftg. bdqu ktxs o gpytbuxi, mu lof qat gdu pw dxrdtf ktyt hay o. qar q haytnty. utxx wt ph uktyt y upqjf p bdq fupxx ktxs o pq. qr p bdq aqxp upqz ah 1 rdt ua fkr wi fossayu hay o- gtdy, p xant o.

life is finite.
bt .... is infinite.

cya tmr, 100!

another week has past, bt more are yet to come.

2007-02-10T09:38:00.000+08:00

another fun week has past, but more are yet to come

2007-02-10T08:51:00.000+08:00

i shouldnt haf said...

2007-02-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

i shouldn't haf said on tue... n i unknowingly gave u chances to sae... bt hey! u said it 3 times todae......
ok. no more of it, ok?
q goq httx gdu rdi.
pw jxdg o uytdu wt df oy 100.
pw jxdg o uaxg wt kr o htxu.
tmr will be soon.

btw, i said it unintentionally. sort of reflex. tink mani of us r tained to haf dat reflex. n bcoz, pu pf o.
bt ki li, can we say sth unintentionally? eh. haha. criticising my own statement. too much ki le. borrowed a fun bk instead of philosophy bk 2dae. haha.interesting qn. red n green man, 1 alwaes lie, 1 alwaes sae the truth. 1 nite, it's dark, u saw a man, cant tell green or red, how to ask onli 1 qn such dat u noe the rite path to take to ur destination?interesting?

.........and juz forget abt the world......

yeayeayea! let's countdown to fri!!! haha. im abit crazy nowadaes le.duno wad rubbish i told jaynr n fritz 2dae, such as maybe the hole on the classrm ceilings rn't round bt a bit squarish, like the concorz ceiling. bt concorz ceiling isq ugly. or shall i sae v? extremely? hehe.

sum toilets r juz so eerie.

btw, my entry i type in random order. i type paras in btw paras, lines in btw lines.

n i shall type abt wad happened on sat ba. nw v late le. eh... though i slpt ard 2 hrs in the evening.

tntyigdi pf ngdi.
o kdh dxygp jpntq wt dxx gdu p rdqu hyaw o.
aqt xdfu upqj ua dbkptnt styhtbupaq rpukpq styhtbupaq- sth dat u said, w xtuf dbkptnt pu uaudxxi- xant iaoyftxh df wobk df iao xant wt, gtdy. bac rt pf aqt.
relax n lets appreciate theprocess of everything, including schooling, xms,...
i tink i'll still vj wen i graduate. though our class has the strongest unity among all classes, it still rox!
appreciate the uniform. for we may not haf ani more chance to wear uniforms. hmm. gd inspirations dat fritz gave me ystd.
xin huo xiang chuan. chang jiang hou lang tui qian lang...... the j1s r here, soon they will bcum j2s n us, j3s...... life is a continuos process, it doesnt stop for ani1 of us. therrefore, we should stop our steps sumtimes, n enjoy life, b4 it sneaks pass us, wif us unknowingly.
appreciate everi moment, everi sentnce, everi letter, everi puntuation mark of life, no matter how insignificant it may seem. for it is all these that cums together to make up life. if ani1 goes missing, is our life still called life? (v kiish bt nvm)

stress is a part of life, depression is here jus so dat there will be y=-x^2. haha. cldnt find sth that makes it rhymes or at least sound nice, so, use aesthetics! hehe.
yea. bt it is just 1 part of life. u c, 1 part onli. wor.

so now! happiness is mani parts!!! hehe. smile! birius is up here! 4eva!

8 rotated 90 degrees number of chapters.........

gonna slp soon! cya!

omg!

2007-02-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

juz saw a nice tv show trailer. eh... 13 feb 10pm chnl u. oops. shant type it. bt type le then my mind wunt try rmb then anw wunt cum read myblog so often so wunt realli c this la. haha. omg. pple downstairs r yelling. soccer. hm. bt hey! u all watch bt dun disturb me la. ok. nvm. im used to dis liao. i show empathy to pple watching tv. cos laztime i tink its unfair dat my ma ask me noto watch wen im so freaking free as my sis gto study or wadeva. so i shw tolerance towards this. im realli immune to sound ard me le. dun blame me if i dun hear u wen u call me tmr. haha. coz th etv blast 4 ard 2 hrs bside my ears liao. n i hear nth. haha.ok. c'nue my ki!

like that...

2007-02-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

im learning from u... like that...

fjot ovmm ovmm, fjot ovmm ovmm fjot ovmm, fjot ovmm fjot, fjot ovmm ovmm fjot.
fjot fjot ovmm, fjot ovmm fjot ovmm fjot, fjot fjot fjot ovmm, fjot fjot ovmm.
und
fjot ovmm ovmm fjot fjot, fjot ovmm ovmm fjot,fjot ovmm fjot, fjot ovmm, fjot ovmm fjot, fjot fjot fjot ovmm.

maths is interesting... did so much maths todae. learnt so much. but i stil prefer learning from stories. prime numbers was my 2nd maths lesson.

i lurve listening to stories. had my 1st astro story session on fridae. it was kool! n i didnt noe dat my qn dat juz poped into my mind wld lead to me having such great discovery. sth dat sb know of since pri 1. ok. er... i noe it 10 yrs later. not too late!=>
my 3 little pigs was... kool!
sat's story is stil so great! though my summarized snow white n new tonne's rabbit n tortoise competition won orange was also so kool!

borat was interesting. haha. though sum parts... er... yea. funny!

amazed by how maths can bcum language. esp when its so such simple maths which requires u to learn to write only so little symbols.

im v stiff nowadaes. tink sb else stretched more than me le. hm... gonna own me in sitnreach? hehe. then i'll sae... well done!

juz lernt wer city plaza n grandlink r ystdae. crossed so mani traffic lites. n walked 1 mrt's dist. hm. nextime i noe WHTL.
bt still... pool is cool! haha. i won! 5-4!!! omg!!! i won!!! hehe. historical moment! hm. though more are yet to come! hehe.

plan my post a lvl programme nw. haha. lyk sec 4. plan lked 4ward to them so much even b4 prelims.
gonna study german? dance n stretch hell lots to take my neopose? n read! hehe.

felt so diff watchin dat blind gal jap music video in a rm on tv yestdae. so touching. to tink dat i watched it in the sch canteen facing dat pillar wile waiting 4 the chi peeps to end their lsn during pw period. though it still felt v touching then. it felt so scary to imagine how dat guy feel n tink afta he went blind. do i believe dat there's such a ting as xin you ling xi? i dun exactly mean yi dian tong, but more of those 4 eg, in ancient chi times, pple lk at moon n si nian each other. ok. v poetic. n mostly scuh poems were written buy male poets. but put it in modern terms, its yawdqupb.

juz tink of tmr.
tmr is 5th feb.
nowadays wks seem to spin.
realised ystdae nite dat ct is jus 4wks awae.
n spasss is 3.
bt stil, 2 wks cum 1st.
chi new yr! red pkts n lotsa... lipids....
tmr will b soon.

saw a round moon ystdae nite while walking to bustop. so it was definitely not monday.
beautiful.

just now walked ard my estate. ard. hm. in the end bot nth. bt it felt gd. windy. more quiet than home. n realised that i havent play or even been to that playground for v long alrdi.
n saw pple playing bball. to me, pro la.
n im so glad, feel so lucky dat the lib near my hse is chil;dren's lib. so i shall b glad dat dere isn't realli a place near my hse 4 me to study. kool?

i feel so lucky. so blessed.

im happie.
rt pf kdsspt.
gduf rdg wduutyf.
("v)

dun sae ps...

2007-01-31T22:08:00.004+08:00

dun sae ps.

eh... i accidentally deleted wad i jus typed. so...

jus wana sae. non- full moon dae, ie. sun dae is kool. so is tues dae. n wed dae.

they r kool, tool. green apples r kool.

kan kong tiao. man hao kan de.
wad i told u was u r half rite.
wad i didnt tell u was u r fully rite.
it's juz a change of subject... ie. the force A exert on B or B exert on A. eh... ps. study abit of physics 2dae.
so...be 100% sure.

Some pple may nt enjoy cooking alone, yet wen mums do it, im sure they do.
Restaurants may have the best chefs, best food, best conditions, yet it's the diners that count.

a nice windy place wif ulu toilets...

i betta get going. sayo!=>

dun sae ps...

2007-01-31T22:08:00.003+08:00

dun sae ps...

2007-01-31T22:08:00.002+08:00

dun sae ps...

2007-01-31T22:08:00.001+08:00

dun sae ps...

2007-01-31T22:08:00.000+08:00

we r in sch lib!!

2007-01-31T11:48:00.000+08:00

hello!
we are in the lib now!and now is break.
yest,i met reali cool ppl.
f'(x)=w
f(x)=xw+c
i pass my maths!!
studying is fun.
therefore, fun=studying=)
friday will be v soon.
pw ukt sytuuptfu gtdy tnty!i mean, one and only gtdy.
unlike him.
coz he's wafu qau sytuui.
coz, sytuui is the opposite of kdqgfawt.
kt xantf kty.
fkt xantf kpw.
lalallalala/

i see with my ears

2007-01-28T17:56:00.000+08:00

i see with my ears,
i feel with my heart,
and i .... with soul.

if u've never watch sunset before, watch it with ur ears. for ur ears will not only see its shine, it will see the beauty in its shine.

im waiting for my dinner now...

though i juz ate 2 bread with cheese n peanut bits n sugar...

shall study alot tmr.

bawhi

2007-01-28T12:52:00.000+08:00

it just felt so bawhi. v.v.v. bawhi.

tot dat it's easier to triangle our duupuogt than wadeva dat kdsstq. yet i must sae that its not ezy to control our feelings. not at all. it's tough. n im not in control of it. n i dun wana control it 4 nw aniwae.

i wunt gt so easily irritated. unless by my cousin at home.

the wallet is cool. it has an adipose content which is totalli opp to mine. gd. n it contains onli wad is impt. onli wad is impt.

haha. it's like a bks wkend. kant blief i went to sho mani bkstores in 2daes. of cuz, i wunt do it if i were alone. ok. i wunt do alot of tings wen im alone. probably juz slp my dae off. haha.
yet bks r cool. n omg. bks r heavy too. too heavy for my finger. haha. n realised that my fingers r long. bt perhaps speed up the process of typing by abit. haha.
if sum1 else shws me dose bks ... i duno. duno lo. haha. ok. 4 eg, cant imagine reading a bk wif my cousin. btw, her name is cassandra.

n duno y my joints like to sing alot stdae. wasnt intentional. yet they do lotsa improvisation. cool music, yea?

nvm, lotsa, million- (negligible no. of) daes to improve hsefly skills. yet the negligible no. of daes rnt negligible at all.

omg. i havent combed my hair since ystd evening. ok. nvm. shall comb it tmr. haha.

n eh..... hm... gravittion is q simple. juz nida rmb the equations. hm. ok.

n nw i once agn realise the imptce of my foolscap. haha. ok. nvm. doesnt matter.

ki shall b fun. hm. interesting? shd b lah. haha.

hey! i realli mean it when i sae that O Y K ok? haha. believe me la. it cant go wrong haha. hm. nw i c the diff btw the gg barber n qb. haha. though nt alot of diff la. both cant affect kr K O Y. haha. coz both still make iao styhtbu! haha.

hm. my da n sis went out since 11.30. my mum went out i the morning cum bk n went out agn. ok. nvm. shall make gd use of this advantage to do gd tings. b productive.

n i found my blue pen. eh, no my cousin found it. dats y i alwaes ask her find for me. haha.

ok! time foe sum wk! bye!

two words

2007-01-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

554741 7164
these are nice nos. lk rt. n get the two words. we heard these two words tog. n the greater version of these two words is created by us. alwaes.

ok. ben is pretty lor. haha.

our pink gang rox on! haha. bot fr the same stall 2dae. though 3 diff food- me kway teow, jayne beehoon, frit, hokkien mee.
n omg! jaynes finished her food faster than fritz! although she only has 1 taogua la. bt still, it's commendable. n omg. frits walked so many times- 1st time to gt a fork coz she cant use the chopstick, 2nd-to take another fork for the civilised way of eating chicken n bot a drink. n she gt cut-queued by every1 at the drink stall la. haah.

the like the new wikd. haha. cool! n nice place, 2!

wi fuytqjk bawtf hyaw o, gtdy4.

xtuf faau garq dxx amfudbxtf pq aoy xpntf uajtukty! =>

i'm liking the national library. good place to study, of cuz...

duno y nowadays lockers dun even nid coins. bt dats great! haha.

i shall go eat now. sayo!

my ranking

2007-01-21T16:10:00.000+08:00

nobody notices aniting. ok. so i shall wait patiently. n c where i stand. ranking fr day 1 to day 1 million. though we may not b alive by day 1 million. bt if they finally realise afta day 100.....ishall still tell them-glad that u realised it. n glad dat im ranked at day 100. haha. ok. nonsense.

omg. b4 dis neva eva prepare afull meal b4 la. ok. except my own maggie mee or meepok wadeva. bt dis is so pro! haha. ok. bt nextime i shall learn to microwave. n i shall gt another proer chef to do the cooking. haha. nawe r so well-rounded. chi food on fri n western food on sat. even my mum dun haf such gd variety at almost all of the time.

5 days swiiming in p4 isnt dat effective afta all. haha. im louzy. nid more crash courses. n haha. at least i wasnt wearing dat cute swimsuit wich will realli make even kids tink dat im screwed. haha. shall show it nextime. gd idea for forfeit! omg. if we do dis during 1st aid outing......n a guy gt the forfeit. omg. he muz b really vvvvvv on! to stay on man.

gym was fun! haha. bt duno y so many guys like so disgusting figures la. itink juz nice is gd. n oh. im fatter. ok. fats makes me fat. ok.

gained so much fats yesterdae. didnt noe merci gt so mani flavors. n the seaweed r spicier than the normal 1s i eat. (hmm...... bt it isnt dat spic afta all since im nt the onli 1 eating it). n 1.5 apples n 0.5mega pear is shoooo much more than my usual fruits intake. juz ate an apple, a mango cake, peanuts, BIG pkt of beehoon n ritz biscuit. omg. im getting fat! dats y study makes me fat too.

5th! improvement in ranking.
wa. alot of pple watching.
hm? y wasn't any clapping.
fine... i m just laming.

didnt noe dat ns is such a kool place. hmm. n it was a really long ride. it's long enouf. feels kool. great.

fool plays pool with kool tool. haha. pool is still kool la. n pro still lost to proest. haha. bt pro won 1/3 of the game. haha. bt pro does not rmb y they play the game. n pro 4gts who proest is. haha.

though i stoned in the lt, bt there is no stone in the lt. yet there is music in it- that's y the most popular dance inside is rock n roll.

lake hse isnt dat confusing afta all. haha. hm. i kan actli understand wads going on. a well-crafted piece of film. n i like its message. it's wad all human beings gtta learn. n we will eventually gain from it.

ki hggqy jaar ia vg kp xabd ndmy.
this takes sum tinking. it's perfect eng. haha. i like heading towards the rite way. =>

it takes a flu...

2007-01-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

m i the last to blog? doesn't matter.

omg. im eating agn.... my digestive system seems to wk well even wen im sick.

it takes a flu to convert me to a not-so-slack slacker. haha. at least i did my ki ok. it's a miracle that i did it so on time. n willingly wrote 4 topics. though they gt shorter n shorter n the last 1 was......almost non-existent. now i tink agn, dance may nt b such an interesting topic aall. hard to crap abt it for 3000 words. n it'll bcum v draggie n dull in the end. i dun wana stay at home whople dae. rerali will make me anti-social. my sis was q cute a wk ago. bt she sajiao alot recently. n made me carry her for so long. bt im immune to baby cry. unlike 10 yrs ago. juz gto gt used to it.

n juz realised ny cny celeb is on 16th. till 11am. hm. they gt no new yr eve hols liao. sosad. ok. nvm. mayb i shall go there n celeb wif them? c 1st ba.

looking 4ward to tmr. it feels weird 2dae. juz wasted sum tissue la. bt it was like a mini form of my past yrs flu. like only 10% of it. haha. im bcuming stronger. hehe. bt pull up will still b soon la. ahaha. bt if my sis make me carry her like this everydae, wich i doubt she'll haf the chance aniwae, i shall b strong. haha. i neva really look at my hair in the mirror. feels like my mum took v little time to cut it this time. n she didn do wad she sualli did. ok. nvm. no diff la.

i have a little desire. but it kan b comsidered as fulfilled if my past crazy, crazy, crazy entries r considered la. haah. aiya, all that matters isnt that la. all that matters is......im luking 4ward to go to sch tmr! haha. i noe i sound like a little kid 1st dae going to sch. haha. yea. feels abit lik dat.

tmr shall b cool!

havent had such a major bbq b4.

oh, i havent donemaths. haha. shall do tmr.

my brai isnt wking well as usual. chem quiz shall b fun. haha. nvm. 1 period onli. hehe.

everything seems so miraculous. n if im in a dream, 1) i wish that i wont realise it 2) n wont b awake 3) n that my dream will remain this wae 4eva. - these r my 3 wishes.

ok. i noe im supposed to b aslp alrdi. so gd nitez!!!=>

rainy days and mondays

2007-01-18T14:33:00.000+08:00

rainy days and mondays. this is a song from the carpenters. cool title.

guess im still the 1st to blog in the aftann.

You can own the Earth and still
All you'll own is Earth until
You can paint with all the colors of the wind

this is the lyrics from colors of the wind.

but i dont want to own the earth.
i just want to paint with all the colors of the wind.
i want to paint every moment of my life with all the colors of the wind.

i aimed to go there in sec3 when i was in sec1. but now im glad that i didnt get to go.

63000.

looking fourward.

first to blog

2007-01-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

i tink im the 1st to blog 2dae.....ok....at least 1st in class to blog. haha. juz tot of another is topic. ok. shall take a break fr ki. but i tot of them unintentionalli la. so nt my fault.

haha. 1st time saw frit online yestdae. n we shall make gd use of our power! haha.yea.

my "think out of the box" notebk is of gd use now.

n i now have lotsa used n unused tissue papaer ard me. oh no. im gonna spread germs ard my home liao. but hey! not my fault. all my cousin's fault.

eh......i dun wana gt sick now la. bt now betta than later. ok. nvm. choichoichoi!!!

hm... 1st aid is cool. it seems like we r gonna gain in size compared to previously. shall hope that every1 will stay on ba. esp afta jae. n stop ponning! prioritise 1st aid!! haha. ok. im crappie now. im in the mood to chiong summore so that i wont b so screwed tmr. coz leaving all my ki wk 4 tmr. dun feel like crapping now.(i noe im contradictory bt nvm. this shows even mor that i shant do ki now.) 3 new topic + my dangerous, easily go out of bounds topic. haha. lots to crap abt. wrote sum random tots on each of them. bt not realli sure of the boundaries la. seriosli, im gonna miss pw man. esp our dear mr compiler! doing 3000 words all by myself is super so sick!!! so wad i rote on the reflection sheet was realli true n relevant. im gonna feel its significance soon.

i shall o chiong abit more! ketchup the midnite burning spirit! i feel so like hw i felt at chalet nw. gt the midnite awakeness. haha. im bcuming less lazy liao. last yr refused to do wk till so late. so in the end go sch bia. now shall b gd n bia at home 1st. haha. can u feel the fire burning strong? haha. ok. crappie. omg. almost clicked cancel. i shall go do sum.......mayb chem? haha. c ba. feels sec4. or 3. haha. miss miss tan.

btw, guten morgen!

goal-setting

2007-01-17T20:29:00.000+08:00

i tink my goal shld b nt to slp in lect. haha. so far so gd. neva yet. though i stoned my wae thru chem lect 2dae.

the sun is an instrumt to measure my health. noe dat im gonna b gone wen i saw the brite, hot sun. eye alittle little bit teary then- sign of flu. now the left half of my nose is playing a little small battle. a little. hope it will b v fine tmr.

usually my consecutive paras have no link. mayb even btw sentences there r no link. yet at times, they do. haha.

duno y my brain suddenli came up wif topics 4 ki on bus wile goin home. haah. hm...

fritzie gt pissed wen she doesn't do her maths tutorial. omg. then m i supposed to gt v super pissed? hey! peace......

success is sth to aim 4. bt shan't b too greedy n set too high goals n want 4 too much. - moral of the joke? hm... haha.

pink syndrome. symptom- unconscious attraction towards pink coloured things.
warning: if you have the above symptom, hurry approach the pink gang! if not, it may be fatal!
ok. toking crap.

now i noe what i want.
i've decided.
MUG EXTREMELY HARD FOR KI!
it's a must if i were to achieve what i want.
though i believe in fate n luck, but homosapiens r capable of plotting lives! (definition of life - a miraculous story full of miracles)

nom worbchce byc wbohcw.

i shall c'nue to work hard now- ok, though i shant sae c'nue since ti haven't really started. but i mean it.

cya! blog.

fun mon!

2007-01-15T19:58:00.000+08:00

haha. sch is fun! yea.
eh...... my font looks bold. nvm.

my cooking is.......nt bad la. tastes nice leh, seriosly. much, much, much nicer than wad my dad cooks. haha. n colorful combi. haha.

seems like the more i eat, the liter i bcum. reali eat alot todae la. breakfast afta breakfast. lunch after lunch after lunch. haha.omg. tink my home's ventilatn isnt gd. gt germs. n flu virus. gto b careful. haha.

feels gd nt carrying aniting. oh. gto do sum bit of stupid job tmr. duno la. c 1st. haha.

hm. fri seems........near! haha. days seems to passs by v soon nowadays. n im beginning to treasure them more n more. hm...... shall haf a cool nice fri.

n omg. did i made the decision? eh......ok. haha. fun. the wet weather plan is...... cool! haha. shall haf lotsa fun. n i dun gt bored so easily outside lesson times la. haha. in fact, i find life interesting. coo stuff!

i tot of sth. sth dat i feel like doing. bt it shall dpends on...... up there! haha. phoenix cheer is cool la. haha. yea. it depends on up there. it's cool! haha.

no.s r cool. hehe.

shall try to wk hard. gto force myself harder.

nowadays i seem to mix up positive n negative comments. (except for words like brilliant, ok, cool, perfect excellent, good,.......)

dqhb eirrcvcybiqbc gbx xqyb y eoyb xqyb. eoq i ohln yoc byqb i xqyb 9 xiwycw......

real speedy

2007-01-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

omg. i tink i just spent 20 min to rev super. or less. haha.

ok. im nt here to sae this, of cuz.

jus wana sae abt my dinner yestdae. omg. i cooked my own dinner. ok. if u ask wad it is, my 1st ans will make u chey. hey! bt it's the most liao4-ish instant noodle i had la. veg, tao gua, mushrm, ham, fishcake, egg. haf been eating alot of eggs this wk. ok. i washed the veg n neva gt food poisoning. haah. n the instant noodle was bak kut teh flavored. hm. so q a rojak bowl. haha.

mayb i shall try to stretch a little later. v long neva realli stretch liao. v stiff. hha. my flexi dprove by alooooooot le. nvm. can gain bk de. haha. bt weather v cold 2dae. nt optimum for stretching. haha.

n my sis is getting cuter. my view of little kids r cuter than babies still hold. haha. that was my view made perhaps 10 yrs ago.

white weekend

2007-01-14T16:03:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was white ball day. today is white wood day. haha.

did q abit of wk today. though it's not alot la. just speed through everything. to make it seem alot.

hm. is is gonna challenging. it seems q v challenging. shall see how. haiz. juz as we thot pw is an end, but it's actualli a start. now the major 1 is here. gotto do lots of reading. n i just scanned abit thru the webbies n cpoied paste the website. oops. dun feel like reading. haha. maybe i shall do topics like rite vs left thumb or bcccc. haha. mayb they r more interesting n fresher ideas. but no use wasting effort to gt rejected la. haha. cant show suicidal symptoms yet. haha. shall jiayou ba.

n omg. i juz visited pokemon official website for the 1st time. n.......... oh. now i realised they gt a song. haha. ok. i was juz being boliao 4 a few seconds. bt it sounded pokemon0like. haha.

15 jokes. haha. realli will train abs la. way to train sit-up. haha. sure gt A for situp la. shall make that a pe activity. haha. wa. then so mani pple will so like pe.

im gtting a thinnie whinnie little nano bit fluish. at the rite half of my nose. bt it's nth la. haha. having so much experience in flu, i noe wad is nth. haha. wont gt.......... shant sae la. choi!!!!!!

gonna do superposition soon. ki research is getting boring. aiyo. cant they juz fix a topic n materials so that the grading will be much more fairrrrer as well. bt nvm. ssscar-lie give sum ugly topic like........ id uno la. wadeva topic dat gt discussed in most of the lssons. haha.

but i realised the problem of quantifying the number of wishes. for eg, if you r granted a wish, n u sae, u wanna b happie 4eva, n does dat mean dat u onli want urself to b happie? so the genie hu is suppose to grant u ur wish wont have to make other pple happie? bt the problem lies here- will u b happie if pple ard u aren't? hm.... so im greedy....... i want many wishes. or at least let me write out a full, long, comprehensive essay on my wish. haha. wa. hm..... some things r just complicated. but let's just tink simply cos even if we dun accept the argument that our brains r finite n so cant tink of v layered, complicated, infnite arguments, just keep in mind that our years r finite.

ok.

i have to go mug super now. haha. mug super. continue mugging position next time. haha.

now my wkends seems like fri n sat.
q wi rztqg fttw ua sdff mi eopbzxi.

another great dae

2007-01-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

yup. another great dae. yea!

seriosli, n im not lying, o y fa jg du pu! realli.

a non-living object can never be compared to a living animal- an animal has feelings. feelings are expressed, whether consciously or unconsciously, thru actions. this is the philosophy behind dance, i believe. n i believe that my beliefs are alwaes rite.

iaoy kdqgf yav!

my answer is simple. "i don't know."
interpret it as whatever you want it to be.

, 9.rc n.mi 3c1vo
this is a sentence with the correct punctuation marks.
so fun. so long never create new codes liao. but im still not gd at it la.

794741
9 rpfktf.

gd nitez. shall work v hard tmr!

hehehahahoho

2007-01-11T17:36:00.000+08:00

haha. jokes r good, u noe. gd 4 health. when mummy saes, "An appple a day keeps the doctor away," tell her that an apple doesnt really keep the doctor away, yet a joke does. haha. didn't reader's digest alwaes saes "laughter teh best medicine' n so many pple r buying n reading it, esp that sectn, dat shows hw mani pple r actualli agrreeing to it. ok. though all may b nt v clever n b wrong afta all, bt doesnt going wif the crowd n gt wrong tog feels so much better than being correct alone? haha. ok. dats crap la.

wa. 2dae's q ok la. at least she provided us wif the ans 4 skill d, as usual. haha. chem spa is lyk so duper ezy compared to phy n bio. aiyo, the bio model skill a report luks terrifying. scary sia. n dear pooh is sick agn! aiyo. muz take care. dun want animore 140 yrs old pple in my class.......

hm. n i gt the sch's jotter bk finalli. ok lar. funky. bt eh..... there's alwaes rm 4 improvemt! haha.

omg. j1s r our role models. haha. realli. at least in certain aspect.

haha. juz as others r playing angel mortal n writing letters, we shall concentrate on tinking of how to write a "lovely letter" to mr cook ba. haha.

haha. they r still having h3 now. hehe. feels great leaving sch so earlie. bt feels weird. abit lar. haha. dats y stayed until they went 4 h3. haha. im as weird as everi1 is la. jealous wen c-ing other pple go home. then wen it's time for me to go home dun feel lyk going home.

laalala. y so much tutorials to do 1? but haha. i didnt sleep at all during phy lect todae!!! omg. amazing. haha. n it was q simple la. i can do the egs. hm. haha. ok. mayb phy isnt dat bad afta all. bt duno hw to make myself like phy as much as wen i was in sec2. haha. shall try nt to slp durimng phy lect on thurs. wa. super phy n chem dae 2dae. n i lasted through it. haha. chem lect, tutorial, prac. phy lect, tutor, prac. haha. fun! kool!

n fan is kool too! i apprecite my fan v much. esp the 1 in my bedrm. haha. seriousli.

wa. creon planning og outing tmr. haha. n riana dey all toking abt jts. nvm. we r satisfied wif our class oouting wich occurs so frequentli aas every wkdae! hahaha. oh. n omg. i noe wad present kan realli make a gal sossososo wanna dun c u 4eva liao. wa. riana's class is....... i duno wad to sae. whoever came up wif the idea. eh.......... for 1ce, i cant use my usual comments.

hm. this wk seems to pass q fast. haha. fri is cuming. hm........ waiting 4 end of maths tutorial. haha. last yr it was mugging n slaking afta dat b4 another 35min of sianness. nw...... haha. maths tutorial is kool! hm. nt used to ending sch so earlie. yea..... bt even nt used to ending sch late! hahaaha. esp on...... u noe wich dae la.

omg. i realised i cant write ani long para now. oh no! nvm. it's ok. ki will regain my ability to crap longly. haha.

hm..... i was juz tinking of how life wld b lyk 4 me dis yr as i imagined last yr afta promos..... i had alwaes planned to wk hard......yet im so.... gd at the 1st step of planning. haha. hm......... lalaala. i kan imagine a v screwed n chaotic 1 if i made a normal person dcision in march last yr. im so....... duno. dun even noe myself well.

oh no! mum's gonna cut my hair later.........

i tink vj changed my life a lot. at least, i now noe dat i wld nt c a large part of the world if i realli stayed in ny 4eva(as i had naiveli said to my fren in sec4). the world is here for us to explore, to experience, n to examiine.(srie, jus putting in the last world to complete my 3esss) ok. most importantli, to learn. lessons- n i means true lessons- wich cant b learnt if we jus live in our own world, in our wonderland, not experiencing reality-wich may b good at times n bad at other times. bt learning to c the good beneath the seemingly bad is sth that is important, worthy of learning. i tink dats the ultimate, greatest lesson in life.nth is exactly bad. living in this world alone is sth good. so juz tink abt it- if u r tinking, "oh! this is bad!", juz tink - isnt it great dat i kan still tink abt this? im still alive! hey! every morning, wake up, n u kan choose to hear 1 good news or 1 bad news awaiting for u- i shall sae the bad 1 1st, as usual-" oh, crap! i may die ani moment from now. perhaps if i juz walk onto the road, i might gt knocked down by a car.......". or u can choose to tell urself, " hey! congratulation! i'm still alive! every nano second is a gift!" learn to treasure every moment i haf. dats wad life shld b lived lyk. bt i haf YET to master dat. bt hey! at least i realised dat i haf to learn dat k?

my mum screw up my plan for now........ coz i cant bath coz i wld haf to bath afta cutting my hair, so i........duno la. can still do wk without bathing 1st. haha. bt i plan to slp q earlie todae. shall b a good girl. haha. n lousy jy dun wanna sit wif me in chem n phy lab. ok. fine. pooh is kool! haha. dun fren jy fren pooh liao. haha. ok. dats crap la. ahah.lalala. my cousin watching hi5.hm.........

ok.

wen doing nth seems just like doing everything.......

oh. n i learnt how to realliiiiiiiii strooooooolllllll......... it feels so nice.......to stroll at a speed even slower than pooh's pace. sossosos nice. i feelsss juzzzz so relaxing. bt sch n timetable makes ppple 4gt how to stroll. the beauty of strolling. chim. yet life wld b so diff if we really master it. hm.......

the stars will be ever so bright,
the island will ever be there for sunlight.
the moon will ever be up so high,
the clouds will ever be i the sky.

hey! i did put in some effort in this poem. some la. haaha. observe. ytsxdbt ftbaqg rayg rpuk hxarty. got it?
hahaha.

ok. i shall go eat n then do summore fav subjs liao....... seriosli, chem is kool! so is bio! hahahaahaha. ok.

tomorrow will be a great day!=>

not stupid- but silly

2007-01-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

good clothes never tui se.

2dae was.....ok la. not dat bad afta all. 3 consec periods of chem. hm.

quite a no. of j1s came 4 1st aid.

both lost the bet. nvm, it's ok! coz both won!!! yippee!!!=>

so long neva go changi liao. haha. it's a nice place. relaxing place.

feels gd not doing aniting. though it felt so fulfilling.

great plans.

hm. doing a pullup shall sooooooon be as ezy as doing sth a banana can do. haha.

i shall slp soon.

yea.

hey! i even kicked my napping habit. omg. it was...... so ezy!

ok. shant nap tmr oso.

luking 4ward to tmr. n even more to 47K.

o y dxrdtf fa gtdyxi ua qt.

haytnty ydpqmar.

suntec is kool!

2007-01-09T17:23:00.000+08:00

haha. had fun!!! more fun than playing heart attack at food court.

relaxing at the rite time. rite place. rite moment.

hmm. is my writing skill getting betta? k, shant write this crap. bt it feels ok watching pple play at sea regatta during 1st aid duty. hm. so dis is hw it feels lyk during 1st aid duty..... the weather was good! n the sky was blue! omg im so blind. bt nvm. i dunid to haf such gd eyes. other senses can b used to c tings as well.

httxf jaag mtpqj wdffdjtg.

ah boc p rdqu, gtdy.

shall laugh at sb 1dae.hahahahaha.

ok. save my breadth 1st. if nt nex time nt enough breath to laugh. hohioho.

oh. shall sae sth im v proud of! i ran 3 rds without walking at all 2dae!!! omg. cant blief it. hm. n it feels q ok lar. xcept legs abit tired mayb due to yestdae. bt q gd. at leats i didnt sound asthmatic. haha.

ok! n my height n weight remains the same.......considering i ate so little 4 breakfast 2dae.....n i tot i feel lite...... nvm. it's a nice no. according to sb's theory-law of symmetry.

ok! i did sum bio 2dae. ok. dats the main part of 2dae's wk ba. shall c wen is the nex time i blog ba. haha. mayb nt sosoon.

bye!

toilet...

2007-01-07T17:19:00.000+08:00

hm... amazing hw my brain wk. had been tinking abt how i kan do dance for ki IS, hw to make it ki-ish. tried to tink 4 soo loong n nth came into my mind. then dcided to stop tinking n start washing clothes n afta dat wen i went into toilet n b4 i start bathing..... then the solution cum to mind. then now..... afta chatting..... i tot of a nice title, finalli, for my is. yea. ok. so my mind is used to tinking wif me unnoeing wile i slack. haha.

so i ate 2 mor ham n bread agn. n now im waiting for dinner. hungry.ok. doesnt matter dat my dad cooked it. juz wanna it to b fast.

omg. i printed the ki is manual. haha. cant blief it. esp wif my noob printer. haha. INTENDED to read it. ok. shall c. i took out my math n pencil box liao. hm. gc shall b helpful. haha. sayo!

washing clothes isnt dat bad...

2007-01-07T16:08:00.000+08:00

hm.... washed......1 orien t, 1 red t, 1 my shirt, 2 fbt shorts, 1 jeans, 1 fbt shirt, 1 towel, 2 sets uniform, 1 tight, 1 dad shirt. hm.. alot sia.

n 1 used mor than a cap of dynamo 4 the fbt shirt! now it's so....clean! i bet!

though tchr sae fruits r good 4 health, yet eating so mani strawberries in a dae will still make mi fat! so dun gimme ani mor strawberry, ok!!!

dcided on ki topic. shant tink too much. juz do it! haha.

shall b guai n do ABIT of maths later.

lalala. im hungry. shall eat the big big apple. oh. ate rice 4 breakfast at 10 sth. egg n cheese n ham bread at 2 sth 4 lunch. hm. ok lar. nt alot. hehe.

when school overtakes home

2007-01-07T10:55:00.000+08:00

to tink that i spend more time in school than at home. so much more. and when home bcums the place where i sleep n bath. 1 meal per day at home-breakfast. hm.

indian fast food is kool. coz nobody goes in, so amt of heat inside is v little, thus it bcums kool. haha.

parkway is kool too! -as far as it concerns.

i love the balcony! haha. such a big 1. n i doubt mani pple tot of it. kool! haha. nice moon, shiny stars, interesting clouds, ultrapretty sky.

finallie watched sunset. kool too! really beautiful. wonderful island. wish i own it.

physics is impt. phy is kool. bt if u duno hw to use it, u r a fool. haha. ok. i shall stop teasing sb here. bt anw, phy is realli v impt lar. nw i noe. haha. esp phy of bike chain. haha.

pool is oso kool. hm. pool is fun, n u r alwaes so fresh.(do u see the rhyme here?hehe)

ok. i shall start tinking abt is. wa. hard to tink.

oy sxdq pf dcrdtf fa jytdu. bsc p w dxrdtf fa jytdu.

1st dae of o1

2007-01-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

im surprised im nt late 4 sch 2dae. still abit earlie.

loc rdqqd jpnt o fossayu pq rdgtnd o ga.
ga rkdu iao ytdxxi rdqu ua ga.

saax pf hoq. ftypaofxi. tfs rtq o y dyg. or shall i sae, o wdgt ukt hpyfu ftqutqbt mbow uyot.

ononon! 4 the next dae!oops. i beta gt slping. ifnt tmr late le....haha.....

3 bread n 2 eggs

2007-01-01T16:45:00.000+08:00

hmm. juz eaten 3 bread n 2 eggs. n my eggs tasted.......edible. haha. ok. so...... im still bored. read abit more maths le...... yup.

i shall blog abt sth.

hm......lt me tink.......

1ce, there's an alien named something. it gave birth to 2 kids, named some thing n some things. something likes to play with the glue, sniff it, stick it everywhere, on the wall sofa, bed, toiletbowl. so something works as a gluer, in-charge of putting glue on things, such as books, etc. some thing n some things like to break n tear things. some thing has little patience, n is extremely curios, so it only break 1 of each kind of thing tt it breaks n soon afta will move on to break another kind of thing. as for some things, it has strong perseverence, thus breaks all of each kind of thing that it breaks.

so 1 dae, something feels good so it put some glue onto some thing's bed, n some glue onto some things's................

k. i shall c'nue wif this crappie totall crap some other day.

lalala.

i shall try to finish flipping the integratn notes 2dae. lalala.

eh........ nw i shall brainstorm wad to buy for jayne...................

hm................................................

oh. i saw some vcds above my dad's cupboard n in the storeroom. hm. his taste n mine r somewhat different. n i shall sae dat titanic shld b the nicest show i found. haha.

i shall find a chance to tell them abt my dcicion 2dae?
n i shall announce it tmr?
juz wana gt it done.
n hw much does a sword tt is used 4 abt 1h worth? hm........pawn it.
haha.
ok. fine. guess no1 wants.
shall keep until it's an antique.
perhaps as an inheritance.
k. fine. im tinking too much.

oh. n m dad has a yoga vcd. lol. n he doesnt do it la. k. nvm. jus finding sth to type. improve my typing skills. speed. though i still cant rmb allthe keys. bt i noe the relative position of 2 keys. k. nvm.

shall really study harder tmr.

n sat is cuming soon. hm........

k. enough craping.

i shall try wking hard.

jjiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nono. shld jiaprotein! haha.=)

gc is troublesome n im bored

2007-01-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

eh. my gc skill is bk to 0 nw. haha. n eh......omg. my integration is like hell. hw to integrate e^(x^2)?ok. nvm. i shall read my notes sum dae. juz flip thru afew pgs of area notes(n totalli skip the egs requiring me to know hw to integ). ok. eh. ok la. i'll b fine 1ce i rev. bt........ v boring leh. nvm. shall go walk walk buy buy eat eat later-although can onli go my hse downstairs, wich has nth much esp 2dae holidae. bt nvm. betta than nth. oh. n i jus finished the big apple. long time since i last ate an apple. esp 1 big apple on my own. shant eat orange coz it'll make me cough. my cough is recoveing. q good nw. cough like onli ard 5 times todae till nw. n they sounded q ok, q gentle la. no thunderous cough. haha. im bored. n refraining myself fr chatting on msn. cos it can last 4eva. ok. so. i shall slack a while mor n go bk to flip afew mor pgs b4 slacking agn. yea.

apple shall make me fuller

2007-01-01T11:45:00.000+08:00

my breakfast (cum lunch?) was ok. juz nice. bt haf a feeling that i'll b hungry or at least nt so full soon. so i took out a big apple fr the refrigerator n try to let it warm up abit b4 i eat it later. hm.shall lean to eat fruit. ok. n my mum has alrdi left home sum time ago. n my dad n sis n cousin r leaving soon. ok. nvm. all the better. then i can study in mor peace. lalala.

dedicated to my class

2007-01-01T11:39:00.000+08:00

k. wrote dis sum time ago n 4gt to post. so read it for fun ba. a lousy 1, though.

for a month near two,
40 has been rather cool.
no class outing nor pink outing,
jus a lot of goodbyeing.
now our class is left with a few soul,
with sum more yet to go.
oh!how much we miss one another,
how long until we will again be together.
n now dat i haf tried my very best,
i shall slack n have sum rest.
cya soon, class!

haapy new year!

2007-01-01T10:41:00.000+08:00

hm. y did i typed double a instead of double p. wasnt on purpose bt aniwae, ok. means dat we'll gt mor asss nex yr! haha.

had a fun sports dae on new year eve. i doubt nt mani others will haf such a sports dae, esp on new year eve. it was fun laughing at myself, n at other pple. hehe. n omg. i ate so much for lunch. bt nvm. exercised so much too. though actualli q little. bt compared to normal dats alot alot alot. n eating watermalon is cool! haha. wa. havent eaten 1 for q long, n havent eaten 1 out of home 4 soooooooo long! n perhaps onli eaten watermelon out of home 1ce or 2ce? duno la. bt neva done dis b4. n nw i noe hw ex spoons cost. shall treasure the spoons at home.

arcade is cool. gt ranked. haha. so now i noe hw pple gt ranked. n i bet mani continued until the last stage dats y they score betta n rank higher. bt hey! eh...... we r q pro la.

mani pple at esp n marina, im glad we were smart. or 100 was smart.

fireworks reflections are cool. neva watch them b4. made the building seem so beautiful. duno y ple squeeze n squeeze n push n push to get a mere few min view of fireworks. im satisfied.

wen i seriosli meant it wen i promise sum1 sth, i will keep my promise.
tfs rtq uu fowaqt pf iao.

my mum's going out. so i take it as my hair isnt gonna b cut? k. doesnt matter.

i shall work hard todae. coz it's new year. k. im gonna eat my rice now. supposedli breakfast. k. sayo!

im getting......

2006-12-30T12:26:00.000+08:00

fat! n now i haf even mor xcuse nt to exercise. ahah. lazy girl. eh...... nvm. i shall exercise my mind later n do sum maths...... it's just a plan....yea.... n my plan alwaes dun realli work out well...... so...... yar, it's a plan...... aiyar. im bcuming like a stone at home. q invisible except dat i occupied the comp so my sis gto watch tv instead, n gto take a look n listen to wadeva my mum saes abt her, wich she was saeing to my cousin aniwae. ok. so...... gd. haha. nvm. dun want ani1 to notice aniting. can tel dat her mood not so gd 2dae. ALL THX TO MY COUSIN!!! wa. irritating. cant she juz leave my sis alone n cant she juz stand a second without ani scolding from my mum? ok. nvm. mum's gonna go out soon....................................

my sis is so talkative nowadaes. noes hw to talk alot. n takes the initiative to sae bye to whoever is going out. she's cuter, but alot more naughty, throw tantrums. haiz. trouble 4 the future. nvm. i shall b in uni then. hopefulli.

n irritating she sits bside me agn. k. gonna eat macaroni nw. bye.

ps: i shall realli do sum maths later. yea.

half moon yesterdae

2006-12-30T09:56:00.000+08:00

wa. internet is so slow.

hm......it's nt realli painful. juz 1% of the pain i experience during SERIOUS STRETCHING. haha. hurdles was sososososososoososooooo scary. i gt phobia of hurdles afta dat. bt im nt afraid of this at all. NOT AT ALL.

saw 2 drunk girls yestdae. nw i noe hw pple lk like wen they r drunk, or more imptly, wad they do wen they r drunk. aiya, jus dun get drunk. drunk pple cant b smart. though they r not alrdi v smart in the 1st place. so, dun consume alcohol. k. wadeva. if my these few lines wk, all the alcohol business wld haf gone bankrupt long ago.

zovvue jqe tw fqowe ozfq, suw t poya, "iao dyt pq wi ktdyu." auve jqe bq ozfq.

if this is hw much it cost for a ride, i wld still want many many many rides.

now i wonder how my holiday wld haf been like if i didnt sign up 4 the sgh attachment. or was careful enough to check my form. haha. ok. wld b a boring 1. v boring 1. filled wif lotsa tv. ok. wa. cant believe wads happening to me now.

the sun was brite. the clouds were cool.

though there is no sunset to c, bt a special way of looking at the moon is fun.

no star, yet half moon shines enough lite.

looking forward.

im sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

2006-12-29T14:15:00.002+08:00

yea. im finalli sick. long-waited sick.haha.nt dat i want myself to b sick, juz dat everi1 will gt sick sumhw sumtime. n it's beta to b sick nw, wen it's nt yet o1 or nex yr. sick liao then boost my immune system. haha. isit ar? nvm. take it dat it is lar. lyk immunisation mah. haha.

so ms dy bot xmas prezzie 4 me? hehe. ok. thx alot!

honey lemon tastes abit weird. bt nvm. haha.

i ate so much agn 2dae. n im feelin full n fat nw. wad a nice phrase. fnf.

it feels gd owning the rm. wif no 1 ard bt comp. haha. n air con. ok. crappie.

srie my brain cant tink of aniting to type nw. eh..... i prefer the carrot cake at basement food court? haha. bt oso nt v nice coz oily lar. aiyar. sch's 1 is the best. cheap n nice. haha.

zzzzzzzzzzz

k. i juz tried if there's ani letter limit to the totle. seems lyk dere isnt. or at least, i wont use up coz im nt gonna b so uncreative n use so mani "realli", so to me, there isnt ani word limit. so my statement of there isnt ani word limit to the title of the blog has nth wrong. ok. wad a lousy argument. im being crappie here. bt neva mind. n juz knew dat obssessive compulsive disorder can b v serios n wont b cured without treatment. so muz seek traetment oh.ok. nt as if im speaking to ani1. cos i tink none of the pple hu cum to my blog has OCD, or at least none dat i noe of, n dere r so mani pearson hu read my blog, so there rnt la. aiyo. wad a screwed attempt. ok. im feeling dat i shant blog animor nw. shal rest my head for a while. ok. sayo.

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2006-12-29T14:15:00.001+08:00

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2006-12-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

bras basah mc is cool

2006-12-29T00:41:00.000+08:00

internet is nw realli v slow. n bras basah mc is kida ezy to find. my 6th sense didnt go off totalli. yea. n i ate a honeydew 2dae, ard 12. so i didnt manage to eat ani fruit yestdae. ok. nvm.

juz found it fun n cool. n our dear classmate shwed so much concern to her dear classmates. totink dat IT gts 1st hand news fr us. nvm. wadeva. mugging is mor impt. esp wen its wif sb. yea. ok.nw......im realli gonna slp soon. im ok. juz cough abit. shant drink cold drink tmr. shall remind me if i 4gt. n it shd b alrite. realli. oh no! y m i feeling hungry nw, juz afta eating honeydew n drinking soup n eating the nuts n "hu xu"(wadeva u call it-dats the name i gave it since i was young coz it looks lyk santa's hu xu),???!!! haha. total grammatical error wif punctuations! ok. oso gd dat sch's gonna reopen soon la. xcuse to cum sch everidae. duh. ok! nw. good nitez!

i love to hug pooh wen slpin. it feels so great. so comfortable. so sweet. juz feel the warmth fr it. hm. mayb shall buy sum pooh stuff 4 jayne. oops. bt im nt the onli 1 hu havent buy her prerzzie. fritzie dy oso havent! haha. =p

sg realli, realli, realli snowed

2006-12-27T09:35:00.000+08:00

supposed to post this on wed morning yet my internet gt screwed afta fetching my cousin to sch.so.....here it goes.....

seems like im nw blogging everydae to convince pple that sg realli snowed. mayb no1 will eva blieve, cos pple r juz too confident of themselves n tink that wad they noe as truth or knowledge r realli the truth or knowledge. dat makes it so hard 4 them to believe in many tings, including miracles. hey!eh...... i didnt noe hw i started writing abt dis, i jus tot dat i shall realli choose an appropriate title n i c'nue crapping n ended up having this whole chunk of crap. bt i do believe in miracles. for life itself is a miracle.

walking in the snow is so cool. feels so great. haha. dunid to care abt aniting. my home is realli cool. home. realli, realli cool. it has all the supplies. lib is cool, too. both literal n figurativeli. dun judge pple by 1st impression. dun judge by their looks. u mite neva b able to tell hu r those hu will read dangaohetaoshao. neva will b my dad.

improving. realli. yoga is improing. yea. v gd le. realli, im alrdi v glad at the willingness to try. n try so hard. it's great, realli.

neva knew dat dumb pple even print out mvie timings of a mvie of all cinemas b4 even b4 shwing other pple. yea. i neva knew. pple can b realli dumb.

ani cip will do. realli. i dont mind aniting so long as i dun haf to go to sum rubbish collectn ctr. it's the spirit n pple dat r impt.

suntec snowed, for a second time. yea.n pg1 paper bag cant stand chilling coldness. it'll crack.

itu wi ktdyu rpxx fupxx mt tnty fa rdyw.

ph p rtyt ukt hxarty, gtq o y ukt foq, ukt waaq, ukt fudyf, dqg ukt xtdh.

a plant cant survive without it.

oh no! tink i realli slept q well ystdae, dats y im posting it nw bt rest assure im gonna slp v well rite afta dis.

sg realli, realli snowed!!!

2006-12-25T10:17:00.000+08:00

7hrs of sleep seemed sufficient. the last time i slept so late was......duno wen. bt sg realli snowed ystdae!yippee!

the weather seems bight n sunny 2dae. n i shall rest well at home.

ladies n gentlemen, i haf an impt announcement to make- i drank 1l of milk yestdae! n half of it was fresh cream milk. without choc or wadeva flavor. it has been 16.5 yrs since i last drank milk without ani flavor. n to tink dat i dun even drink 1l of milk in a mth usualli. coco krunch realli enhance the taste of milk. n i guess the milk realli does did my body sum gd.

im glad i haf no xmas party at relative hse. it seems not so good. bt xmas eve is nt meant to b spent alone at home. although a high % of my xmas eve is spent at HOME.

the xmas gifts r cool! realli. im serios.must haf been tough tinkin of wad to buy.

hershey's nicer than rocher.

no mor milk for this wk. bt im drinking milo nw. my milo-making skill is realli improving. tink the milo i make is q v nice. hm.

there is no boring story so long as there is a rite storyteller. i like to listen to stories fr the rite storyteller.

pre-ice-skate training is cool.

yoga is fun.

this is our home. very joyous n cosy.